nobody told me how it'd be in the aftermath
how i'd miss you most as my friend
how my heart would ache for that connection
how i'd seek that out again and feel like i'm cheating
nobody told me how long it'd take you to get over me
and how i'd be ready sooner for a friendship than you
how i'd feel like a wreck one day and perfectly fine the next
the aftermath is a mass of emotions,
piled one by one on top of one another
but truth is,
i just miss you for you.