One day I will muster all my courage
One day I will not care for the judges
One day I will clear all my grime
One day I will vent out all my anger
One day I will open up fearlessly
'Coz then I couldn't speak
When it all happened once
With me too!

And yes, I will find a caravan
Which is moving on
It may be late
But definitely in this lifetime
To live once again,
Forgetting all that happened once
With me too!

Not for the name or fame
Not for a revenge or blame
Just to sleep with peace
Once again in my innocence
Forgetting all those memories
That still haunts me
Those moments of shivering
When it happened once
with me too!

Yes it happened
With me too!

Don't you dare give me the cold shoulder, because I've told you, I don't like it when you hold it all in.
Information's my key, so don't keep it from me, cause honestly, I want to know what's in your head.
And are you aching, constantly breaking, faking, and I don't know what I'm supposed to believe.
The truth is in your eyes, I don't want to see you cry, simply lies to cover up your privacy.

But baby don't you wish that we....

Could talk.

We all hide things,
For our own sake,
Sometimes for our own safety.

It's not disclosing the thing that hurts the most,
It's who and how it's disclosed.

I want you to know,
& I mean every word of what I say
" I'll die protecting your secret "
You opening up to me is more precious to me than any other thing existing

I looked at your eyes and they weren't just brown.
They held mysteries and secrets inside.
I noticed and was immediately bound;
you didn't let me in, all you did was hide.
It was not fair how much I opened up
while you bottled all and left me guessing,
as if I were a person that would rob,
as if one day I would leave you hanging.
I don't know who you thing I'd turn into,
but I promise you I'm not like the rest.
I would never leave you, nor learn how to,
I promise I will give you all my best.
So please, let me unlock your mystery,
I promise we can make some history.

Why are people scared to have their everything taken by someone? Jesus, I want nothing more than to have my everything taken away from me, stolen in the middle of the night while I'm sleeping. Quietly, without a sound. I want to wake up and realise someone thought parts of me was worthy of taking and worthy of loving. I want to make someone feel worthy of being loved and I want to make them feel like they're out of this ******* universe. And if they take my everything and run away and never come back, i'll hurt but I'll still sleep at night. I'll learn from it and grow from it but I'll be an emptier shell than before. Less to give to the next person. There's only so many times you can give your 'everything' to people before they all eventually strip you of everything you stood for and carve you from the inside out. Not leaving a trace of you ever being here.