To Isaac (JOLAI? <3)
Who has come to my heart
And charmed my body and soul
And who has turned a bridge
Into a rainbow for us to walk on

Another year has passed for you
It's time to cut the cake and celebrate
And once again I start to think
Of the things about you that I appreciate

Happy Birthday, and many years to come
Who knows what our lives have in store
Happiness and lots of fun
Making the both of us stun

Every time we argue
I shut myself off outside
Overpowered by my own reticence
Trapped away by my own pride

You fell in love with the fire
I'm flaming and burning out here and there
You only speak of the one in my belly
I feel the damaging aftermath everywhere

I love us the way we are
Fights, arguments, the regular LQ
We form the hurt, we form the surrender
It's perfect as it is, thanks to the MU.

Love hurts - I disagree.
Words do. Actions do.
Love can heal and unite everything.
Undoubtedly, even me and you.

I've never known, we'll be strong,
and keep on along
Little by litte, we've known
and I hope you'll gonna be my own
to be your only wife
and to be with you for life



11/20/15

It’s okay
For a while it was sunny and glorious
And it was a happy summer day
And all we did was frolic and travel
And find ourselves in every place of our souls we share
And we both knew summer ends
But we were too hung up on warmth to mind

We knew fall was coming
And we both uttered it to ourselves
One eye each losing a tear to the sun
But we continued to ignore the falling leaves
And the brown shade of trees and went places
Until there was no more to go to
And we kept on going to the same places
Tired, fed up, unmotivated

I took my coat from your house
Apologized
And left
And winter came and it froze me over
And my coat never saved me
And I wanted your arms but your arms shooed me away
Your arms got tired of warming yourself
But you found a way to survive

*Months later in a bench we met again
You took my hands
Apologized
And stayed
And I’m sorry for ever causing summer to end
We could have made summer last
Sorry I took my coat and dashed

40 hours in
           a warm mu agonist blanket
       reminding you
                      the sunnyside sea serene
                     .. ...that everything everyone
      will be ok

like the last time it felt right
        to let someone