#loser poems on Hello Poetry

Brianna Jun 2014

Dumb.

You remember when we planned out imaginary weddings? We picked out the dress and the location.
We were so dumb.

You remember when we walked the river in middle of the night?
It was freezing and nearly winter and we put our feet in anyway.
We were so dumb.

You remember when we ate cold Mac n cheese in your parents living room drinking till we couldn't think?
We laughed till we cried.., then we couldn't stop crying over each other.
We were so dumb.

You remember the 4 times we have tried, the endless, sleeveless nights?
The morning of regrets and the nights of pain? The day you left and moved away? The day I fell head over heels? The day you fell out of love...
We are so dumb.
I am so dumb.

#love #hate #pain #sadness #whatever #loser #stupid #insanity #insecure #dumb

Dhaye Margaux May 2014

Look What You Have Done

Look what you've done, my dear...
I'm now a paramour of pain -
A hater of love
An exultant victim
A jaunty loser
An outsider to my own temple.

Look at these hands I've been using for a long time
As my powerful instrument
To press out the deepest emotions
And the dimension of my mind.
They're now but feeble tools
To grasp what you throw upon me.

These wounds
I love to see them bleeding
Like those brooks overflowing
Which make the most beautiful grin in your face.
My fragile body which is now lying
Waiting for another stone
Or another blade
Coming from you.

Look what you have done to me, my dear...
I am looking ahead.
Waiting
Until

You can't stand
To see me

Dying.

I'm not the one in that old picture frame...

#love #loser #hands #victim #hater #breaker

Brianna May 2014

Untitled

I can't remember if I am supposed to pretend to be happy for you?
You're negative and routine life bores me.

I can't remember are you supposed to be my best friend?
Your solitude and weakness make it hard for me to care.

When you treat someone like **** for so long...
They stop caring.
They stop wondering if you're ok.
They will leave.

I don't care anymore.

**** best friends. They are liars.

#hate #sadness #whatever #fake #loser #memories #friend #best #liar #care #dont

Michelle M Diaz Apr 2014

losing

I'm left here
waiting
wondering
hating
I'm suppose to be better
I'm suppose to be happy
but I'm not.

I don't blame you!
I don't blame you
I don't blame you...
Why can't you just understand, its nothing you did.
it's nothing you said.
It's nothing I can control.

They yell, they scream, they ****, they win...
They want me dead, I can feel it in my bones
I'll lose, I'll always lose, and I'll never stop losing.

#depression #sadness #anxiety #loser #recovery

Anonymous Apr 2014

My Lover & My Mother

Her tiny fingers
Commanded I live
And subsequent requests
Engendered her worldwide knowledge.

I am something
Times many somethings
And she is me
Cubed to the power of three.

My wayward wants and casual lusts
Taught her young of all the usual haunts
She would keep me in line
For a goodly time
But soon liquor and women would e'er undo me.

In deepest woe I'd approach
My young charge at her worst
Consume all throwables
Yet hug her tightly to my chest.

And toward my Mom I'd quake
Without even a choice to make
I'd offer some symptom of obeisance
Even as she waved off the cretinous.

My young love would
Magically invoke the same
And before I knew it
I was grovelling at my mother's grave.

#individual #loser #soulsucked #hapless

KILLME Apr 2014

Not Enough

It's not enough to be a dreamer.
It's not enough to try and fail.
To give up before you win,
no matter how hard you tried

still makes you a loser.

Still makes me a loser.

#loser #try #enough #win #dreamer #fail