I will never try to convince you to love me
I will never climb mountains for you to see me
I won't waste effort on someone who
Will never match effort for me
You will never find someone who loves you
How I could have loved you so deeply
You will never find someone who cares
As much as I could have for you
Every day I walk alone I'll be stronger
Every time I walk alone I will see
Every day I walk alone it'll be worth it
Because I'm not with the one who's not meant for me
I'd much rather be here alone
Than with someone who doesn't deserve my company
My life packed in boxes
reminds me how easily
I can be picked up, stored, forgotten;
How simple it is to disappear,
run away, or
even be someone completely different
with all the **** hidden
in some room.
When I arrive at my new destination,
Sifting through all the brown squares
and trash bags
for everything I want to keep in my new home, a symbol of the things I want to keep
for my new life.
I look around
after hours of intense concentration
on how keeping an extra set of Tupperware
will clutter my life
only for it to settle in
that I am
My home. My mess. My life.
I was owning this moment,
letting my ego relish in the small 700sqft space.
breathing in and enjoying the freedom
of being exactly who I am
Being alone never felt less lonely.
It's not the fall that kills It's not falling in love that kills
The fall is actually The fall is actually
it's when you've finally it's when you've finally
hit the ground reached the end
that kills you that kills you.
if there's one thing I've learned from physics that can be poetic...
Your kiss is invigorating
Strong like a numbing wave crashing overhead
Followed by the beating sun grazing my tingling skin
A perfect moment
Something I could linger in
— The End —