The growth I wish for you will burn strong-
just like your picture and the dried rosemary did tonight.

On a dark foggy night,
I walked with the mist,
Carrying around sins of which I bare
The pain dragging me down like the chains of hades on a filthy ****** soul

Suddenly, Flashes of light bewilder me
Have I been  overwhelmed by it all,
I wondered as I stared emptily at the lonesome street light flickering on and off in the crippling darkness

It suddenly dies and my heart skips a beat...
Could I suddenly die, like this street light on this foggy night?
If so, should I let go of this ocean of pain I carry?

I don't hate you,
I hate what you did.
I hate the person you turned into
because I know that's not you.
I can forgive the person-
always the person,
but the actions
I can't forget.

You found me at the point
Where resignation had shaded,
Quite when I don't remember,
Into contempt
The spiteful joy of being that bit better
Standing just a little higher

& contempt was in your eyes too
The urge to rise above me
Cradle yourself in haloes

Yet you smoothed your face out
Your I could never go there's
& started asking questions
& truly wanting answers

I stood against
Denial was my brother
Knowing I simply had to

Still you persevered
A prison door ajar
A fulcrum steady levered
Help me guide my own hand

Pardon me please
And bravely spit out
That you do not want me

Since the very day I cast eyes on you
You became my ***** friend

You played king
And I played slave
You played head
And I played feet

My ***** doors
were forever opened to you
But your ignorant heart
Bothered not walk into

You played spotlight
And I played brink
You played sun
When the world was awake
And played moon
When the world fell asleep
You played stars
And I played telescope

Pardon me please
Why did you leave me for Mrs.Prejudice?
Why did you leave me for Mr.Pride?

Pardon me please
And do not pass over beside me
When you file for divorce.
Bethink! my ***** friend
and hike back into my heart.
Forever yours
Me