Every day I try running away from you,
but that pulls me to the fake promises u made days back.
Every day I try to find a reason to hate you,
But you make me fall more.
Every night when the silence wails,
I miss your voice.
Every night when the cold creeps in,
I miss the warmth you were to me.
Not a day goes by
When I didn’t search for you.
Not a day goes by
When I didn’t want you to go.
The clock stops
Brings me back to you
The heart races
I just miss the me I was with you.
You said you left me and goodbye,
But I never accepted it,
I tell the others that I want answers
But all I want is your arms.
I didn’t know I was in love,
But now that there’s no you,
It gets harder to bleed for a void.
I was ready to cross the ocean,
but u saw me drown in it,
you didn't have to say it back,
because I knew you would never love me.
but you lied,
and let me choke in the Lala land I was building for us.
