i hate the way i tremble
even as your knee brushes against my toe,
as if a simple gesture was enough to make me fall again.
i hate the way your eyes crinkle at the corners when you laugh,
the way you talk so easily,
words gliding from your mouth
so distinguishable i can almost feel them land on my skin,
like water droplets when it is drizzling.
you are dangerous,
you with your delicate beauty
like a wash of gold upon my eyes,
like the lifting of a curtain in a dark, dusty room.
i am blinded by you.
and i hate being blind.