I am the clown
In this town.
To where i am the center
Of their teasing
And jokes
As if they never see me
Frown.
All they see is my
Joker's hat,
That everything
They throw
At me
Never hurts.
I guess that's all i
Ever be...
Perhaps it's my fault
For letting them think
That way,
I never fight
A war between egos.
Silence and smiles
Are all i ever
Masked
Myself...
So tiring to pretend that their jokes never hurt...
Im crying inside my friends...