I'm different from the advertisements I'm different from being able to check the diffident I'm differently formed, coffered the affidavit The defendant left me in a spell of the time that I had lost Imbibing my guilt in the adequate alacrity, inevitable wasn't it The loss of my sensible sagaciousness and I took it to curtsy for my childish grin Smirks and lenience were standing upon at gaze, in the confused crowd Only you, you were standing in the surface flowing with troughs of tridents of storms Making choices beyond your gayness, and pristine condition was your choice of gentleness
noun: arrival the action or process of arriving a newly emerged development or product.
Step right in great to see you it's been so long sorry I haven't cleaned up since you left how have you been I've been thinking about you let me make some coffee you must promise you'll never leave me again dear morning.
i'm not sure what to do with all the distance it's been months that have felt like years i can remember when you came into my life in the winter and I can remember when you left in the summer arrival and departure the distinct difference between the two i'm only at the thin line of division the way my emotions don't add up like miscalculated algebra all to your advantage i kept your love letter the letter where you plagiarized a novel because i wasn't good enough for your own words that was my only closure i wanted desperately to burn the stuffed bears from the carnival i could only part with one when i hold it close to me i feel like how a child would expecting prizes only in fabric and cotton stuffing not words of affirmation or love i almost drove by your house but i knew i would only go mad thinking of who has been touching your new furniture that i helped pick out leaving their fingerprints in place of mine i miss my t-shirts that you still have i hope when and if you wear them you can feel me close my heart beating where yours is sometimes i feel like i miss you enough for you to show up as if my pain could teleport the craving of a complete closure one where i don't need liquor or a lighter others bring up your name as if i'm not in the process of misplacing the letters or dismissing the syllables i've been trying to forget your face your face of sharp bones flaring nostrils and nostalgic lips
i've been trying to imagine if that night would have never happened when that veteran couldn't take himself anymore he chose you to be his last interaction it was all in hints he was screaming for help without making a sound how were we supposed to know i still wonder where that blue jay is that he buried behind the building i just couldn't bare to see it now i wish i made a map X marks the spot where our love died i remember when you had to bury your own blue jay you never saw it coming you took the wrong step and it was under your foot just like he said his bluejay was fidgeting and fighting for life i'd like to think it was a sign from him to let you know it's possible to move on and forward so you did you moved on to scabbed skin and worn-out lungs i moved on to scholarly headaches and false pretenses back then i could never fathom my days without you now i find it difficult to recall how we were it feels like our romance was a dream because it only felt real when i was asleep