Is all I need
Just to prove to my terrified mind
That You're still there
Please, I'm begging You
I'm so lost, confused, tired
I can't go on without You
I just need to feel
Your touch
Just enough to remind me
What I'm even still doing here
Because this place,
It's so full of death,
And it's reaching out to me
I hear it's seductive voice
Calling me to join
I want to do it
I really do
I'm so scared
I can't do this alone
I NEED YOU
PLEASE
You're all I have

I couldn’t imagine how fast the earth revolve around it’s orbit.
I couldn’t imagine how fast the clock rotate every seconds.
I couldn’t imagine how the darkness swallowed by the light in an instant and another day come.
I couldn’t imagine how living things survive as the earth revolve to it’s orbit and as the time keep moving on.

How I wish that the time freeze just for a moment.
I don’t want to wake up and face how cruel the reality of the world.
I want to heal the wounds of my soul.
I want to free myself in a great ruckus.

How should I rise?
How should I go forward?
Who will light my path?
Who gives me strength?

Worries always in my mind
Perhaps, I fret on every downfall
I couldn't ponder why?
I just don't know to dwell this life of mine.

Scared to be loved and to give love
Afraid of what's going to happen

Mind shattered and heart broken to pieces
Dying on the inside but too strong to show it

She doesn't want to look for love
Love always hurts

Love is painful and unkind
Torment and loss are all she knows

Always expecting what she doesn't get
She deserves so much more

Self love is gone, she is hopeless
Love will never find her again

c.m.l.

Thoughts become unspeakable
Mind plays tricks
Scared and confused am I
Why am I like this

Dazed and depressed
Alone and afraid
Who deserves this
No one

Words are meaningless
The actions don't add up
Sealed. Locked. Closed.
My heart will become

Trust is foreign
Alone is normal
I lock myself away

c.m.l.

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                        they have  f      from.
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