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AMEELEIGH Apr 2016
i am allergic to washing up liquid
and lovers who taste of day old liquor
unfortunately
neither have a warning
‘may cause irritation’
weary desperation
to scrub clean
every thought of us remaining

my hands are sore from rubbing
my eyes are bloodshot too
crying
sharp hot tears of
glistening glass, cutting at my cheek

every shattered word you said
a piercing pool of lies
next time
will be different
raised voices as high as the expectations

sober me from you
i’ll go cold ’til i no longer feel you rushing my system
addictive coffee skinned boy
drunk on the idea of forgetting you
maybe this relationship be a blur like the night before
that's how I would liken it
maybe we'd be happier surviving on the memories alone
drink me down
throw away the bottle

i can only imagine how your head feels from the hangover
well that's how my heart feels
over
we all have our vices, some just more damaging than others...
Em Apr 2016
Killing fields in Texas are no place for a pull over love affair,
Even if you're thinking about voting for the Zodiac Killer in this election.
Velvet skin against corn husks that look like the birds nesting on Trump's head -
It's no wonder they're so painful, but it doesn't hurt as much when you're loving a man who has more experience than Bernie has years;
No one has to know about this, baby, just as long as you promise to always love me and never send me any emails.
I know this is risky but I tend to like you, politics, and ****** mysteries.
Loveless Apr 2016
They all think I’m selfish,
Having my bad baby on the side,
They say I want to have my cake and eat it too,
Can't they see the cake is so bitter, but at least it’s mine,
And I can’t stop this,
Compelling mess I have created.
When I say it makes me so tired,
They all look away.
Living two lives is not easy,
Neither is loving two people,
It takes dedication and something less desirable,
The thing is I want it all,
And in truth I’m okay with being the worst kind..
What do I owe to you
Who loved me deep and long?
You never gave my spirit wings
Nor gave my heart a song.
But oh, to him I loved,
Who loved me not at all,
I owe the open gate
That leads through heaven’s wall!
(By Sara Teasdale)

እዳ

በደንብ ጠበቅ አድርገህ ላፈቀርከኝ
የምከፍለው ምን ወሮታ አለኝ?
ለነፍሴ ክንፍ አለገስካት
ለልቤም መዝሙር አልሰጠሃት፣
ግን፣ ውይ፣ ለወደድኩት ላላፈቀረኝ፣
ዕዳ አለብኝ፣ በሩን ያለው ከፈት፣
በግድግዳወ አርጎ ሠተት
የሚያዘልቅ ወደ ገነት!

(ሳራ ቲሰዳል) /
Sometimes ladies act this way!I think Sara who sadly committed a suicide was a bit rebellious.Goggle and read about her life!
Loveless Mar 2016
She fell into an eternal slumber,
Her beloved’s path lead away from her.
Anaesthetised, she dreamed only of him,
The way his heavenly scent seemed to wrap around her,
The feeling of his teeth sinking into her soft flesh.
With no reason to awaken she dreamed on..

A million miles away from her he stares at the sky,
Wondering if there is a way to align the stars.
Trying desperately to hold on to all the pieces of his world,
His thoughts drift to his secret lover, she was his sanctuary,
He longed to run his hands through her long blond hair,
To drown once again in her hazel eyes so full of secrets..

Their future together is written in tears and blood,
For their love to be realized, many must fall.
Their devotion for each other turned into a war,
On this ****** path of theirs,
Sacrifices are inevitable.
Loveless Mar 2016
Though we’re from different worlds,
The red string of fate joins us together.
Is this a cruel trick played on us by the gods,
Or are we being punished for past misdoings.

Loving someone so deeply,
And yet knowing you can never be together..
Such a thing is so unfortunate,
That I cannot help but question why..

What was the point of us meeting?
Of us falling in love?
If it will only bring us both pain,
I wish I could free your sorrow.

Is there a place that exists just for us?
Or is such a place only reserved for those pure at heart?
Our love will always be tainted with our betrayal,
In the end.. We can only bleed together.
Loveless Feb 2016
This secret life leads me astray,
I don’t need pity nor forgiveness,
For I cannot stop what I love to do,
The one I belong to on paper,
He cannot see my lies or tears,
Though every time he touches me,
I whisper your name.

In my dreams I belong to you,
Though I know what I do just isn’t right,
I’ve gotten good at pretending,
The virtues wife,
No one would suspect otherwise.

Self-loathing has become a close companion,
It is surprising what people are willing to endure,
Just to feel alive, even for a moment,
How much they would risk.

You’re my ***** secret,
But I love you so dearly,
In another life,
Maybe we can shine in the sun together.
Loveless Feb 2016
I was trying to decide what I liked about you,
10 months ago this sordid affair was birthed from our joined betrayal.
Through it all we both received more pain than pleasure,
Are we both just gluttons for punishment or is there a deeper meaning to it all?
I keep asking myself how long until it is over.. I’m so tired..
Why not walk away with what little pride is left…
It seems the more deplorable you are, the more you are beloved to me..
Let us not kid ourselves though, we both know we are going to be each other’s downfall,
It is only a matter of time, and in our world no one will be spared..
The truth is I love you, because you are ugly on the inside, just like me.
Loveless Feb 2016
I never saw myself as the other women,
When entrapped in your embrace,
Your warmth enveloping me,
Telling me you're mine.

In my mind your wife was the other women,
The one who would never complete you,
Understand your darkness the way I do,
The one between us..

I watched you silently with her,
She smiled prettily as she held your child,
You almost seemed content in that moment..
I guess I really am the other women.
CC Feb 2016
Heartache

Me- broken,hurt.
My heart-shattered, destroyed.
My eyes - swelled from crying,
Tears that have no end.
My face - aching for your carress.
My lips- missing yours on mine.
My hair- flowing in the cold wind.
My body - not safe anymore,cause your embrace is gone.

My limbs-numb...
My ******* - just miss your mouth and your cool hands
My waist -no longer feels small cause your hugs are gone
My soul - darkness has embraced.

My ***** - starved from your skilled tongue
My insides- crave your fingers
My body- no longer enjoys touch
Cause is not yours, and that's what it wants.

My mind, my soul, my body...
I gave it to you all!

What else you needed?
What else could I have given?
When all I had, myself,
I surrendered all to you!

I want it all back!
You robbed me!
You're a thief, a liar and a cheat!

I hate that I still love you.
I hate that I still grieve.
I hate I ever met you.
Emptiness I would have chosen,
Over this!
The present is beautiful, now that I once again, have you. The past remains and this is a fragment of what I felt when he was gone.
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