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Joe Wilson Jun 2014
Inward smiling as the thought just returned
Remembering the shame as advances were spurned
Still going red at the thought's recollect
No romance that time, another chance wrecked.

Ah adolescence and all the things new
The callowness is borne like a fedora askew
The so spotty face that we tried hard to hide
By growing our side-burns enormously wide.

And now decades later and still happy in love
With the woman who always fits me like a glove
Those teenage angst years are now way in the past
But we have to go through them for the now things to last.

To be loved for decades is a wondrous thing
My heart wakes each morning and just starts to sing
For my love lies beside me as we welcome the day
In my heart I now realise it was always this way.

©Joe Wilson - My love lies beside me 2014
claire May 2014
Scraggle haired, red-cheeked, grass stained
         things, running with wild flowers in hand
         and mud underfoot, shouting and stomping
         and grinning, sunshine sliding through
         let-down curls, all missing teeth and
         ankles showing beneath cuffs;

who  sprawl crazily on park benches, on
          dirt, on chalk-ruined cement, faces
          upturned to taste the rain,

who  drop everything to watch an airplane's
          ascent, a scarlet fire truck, the
          scrambled flight of migrating geese,

who  seize mothers, fathers, aunts, uncles
          around the waist and hang on for
          dear life, squeezing with affection
          almost too ferocious to bear,

who  wail at the butterfly smashed
           on the pavement,

who  scatter like autumn leaves when
          told to come inside, darting into
          the shadows, teeth glinting wolfishly,
          scampering into the boughs of trees
          to hide with bated breath,

who  ****** their hands out of car
          windows to tickle the wind,

who  choke on laughter all day and
          dream of dragons and stardust
          all night,

who  want the answer to every
         question,

who  are the embodiment of wild sunsets
          and turbulent skies,

who  haven't yet inherited the rust
         of adulthood,

who  chase pigeons in the park,
          flower chains slung haphazardly
          round small necks in the
         slanting rays,

who  dance on the sidewalk to songs
          that exist only in their minds, arms
          flailing, heads bouncing, indifferent
          to passers-by,

who  walk the earth with wide eyes  
          and bursting hearts,

whose  love could power a stellar
             explosion;

            Scab-kneed, angel headed, sun-burned
            beings, flushed and bare legged, tearing
            across fields of dandelions with
            mad smiles and outstretched arms:
            a band of the best and
            brightest creatures
What comes from this feeling?
This feeling of remorse, this feeling of hate,
This feeling that I can't dictate.
In a second, I feel my happiness leave
As a rush of anger clouds my relief.
In an hour, I feel my anger dissipate
As a wave of sadness arrives to congregate.
I don't even believe I have a personality
For all I can tell is I am a breaking anomaly
With emotions that stir like a hurricane
And wrap around me like cellophane.
What comes from this feeling?
I do not know, but all I can say is
I hope, one, day, I encounter true bliss.
Annabel Lee May 2014
i went back to the place we first met so many years ago
and stood on the bright-black staircase
surrounded by crumbling red brick
and thought of you.

i thought of how when i met you, you didn't have a single tattoo yet;
we were both twelve.
i thought of the time you told me you loved me, stammering in the dark by the old van
when you kissed my shoulder and i laughed
when you tried to put your arm around me in a stiff, respectful, chivalrous sort of way
don't worry - i didn't think you were awkward at all.

you always said you'd get a tattoo of my name
which i thought was so stupid, but was secretly so flattered
and now i'm just so curious
but too afraid to ask.

did you forget me?
i've never forgotten you.
... work in progress ...
mary May 2014
I want to fall in love very soon.
A fast love that lasts for a season,
and then we accept the circumstances
under which we must oblige.

I need a band-aid.
Someone to patch up my wounds
for a bit until I heal.
And then a quick sting,
and it's over.

I always tell myself,
you don't need anyone to love you
besides yourself.
Oh, but then I say,
a boy makes it much more fun.
Taru Marcellus May 2014
you talk to me as if suicide isn't an option
as if I haven't cut myself six million and one times
      there are only so many ways to count to death
dreams
   can only be ****** for so long

I felt the first crack
                             the day
                                       you called me
                                                              a mistake
to think
   I mistook you for a parent
but you never learned to bare your heart
just gnashing fists and clenched teeth
love
      has always had gaps to escape through
   you just didn't let it

but before I get to note's end
I want you to know
            that I love you
            that I speak it every night into the
                                                   s                           n         e
                                                            l  ­           e
                                                      i        ­                    c
like a prayer
            that I pray that someday it will be enough
   to put cracks in this reality

depression is not the only thing I drown in
under all the blue
I am gushing with red
it's just sometimes I forget I'm breathing

I guess what I'm saying is
   **Eventually...
                             I will flood
but I'm holding off as long as I can
~it would be nice if you at least tried to help~
Not about me ...written in response to one of my student's poems
Akemi Jan 2014
My pre-dawn conviction is weak
This cold ember death will sink its teeth
My winter coat is a sickly sheath
Sloughing with every retreat

I hope you know
Your eyes lit a thousand snows
We drowned beneath

I hope you know
Your lips caught aflame so cold
Disintegrating against me

For whatever reason
Your glassy stare broke apart in the autumn chill
Fluctuating against summer’s warm laugh
Our first wavering dance

We soaked our skin in teenage radiance
An adolescent haze of lust
Plotting our dreams
In the lull before dawn and dusk

I know I’m dwelling on better times
Wasting my life away
Can’t ******* shake this habit of mine
I guess I miss the days
When love was just a song and dance
And every breath held weight
I’m catching ghosts in the pre-dawn light
Lost in a memory daze
7:29am, January 8th 2014

First love. Teenage love. So bright and beautiful. Honest and raw.
Stupid, lovely dreams.
Akemi Dec 2013
I crawled through the dead spaces of old houses
Just to breathe in years old memories
Brimming with adolescent thrill and reveries
Picturesque sceneries in glass-encased eternities

Withered limbs broke apart feinting apathy
Parched and cracked, my lips bore silent screams
As I disintegrated, filling the negative space
That resides where loss and ache form dead weight

I am the calm that breaks your heart
I am the still that never departs
In a frenzied world of dead spire loves
Out of reach, out of luck, and out of touch

I became envy, firing sparks across cold skin
I became adoration, pulsing and sun-kissed
I yearned to hate
I yearned to love

Do I dare coalesce?
What will I become?
Knowing all that’s gone?
Knowing not what’s to come?

Do I dare coalesce?
What will I become?
Knowing all that’s gone
Is all I loved?
9:30am, December 7th 2013

I lost myself in memories of teenage years,
Those perfect, shimmering mirages.
- Apr 2014
i know i put too much meaning into things but--
you texted me first
asking how my day was
who does that without ulterior motives?
hidden intents?
unless you're a saint, you want something to do with me.
i know i give too much meaning into things
*but you texted me first
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