Because I am different
They call mock me and taunt
Because I'm not perfect
Yeah I'm dirt under his feet

And then they ask me why
I'm so insecure
Why I get panic attacks at social events
I'm caged in this game and I can't get out!

I feel the emotions
bleeding silently at night
Blood pounding dizziness in my mind
chest kind of hurts
Uptown Roof at midnight
It's a Standoff with myself
I'm in control most of the time
But I coop it up inside

it's the ugly truth and I want you to know!
Please don't stray away
I don't want to be alone
Never mind it's all dumb lie!
nothing's happening
im...fine!

It is 9:04 PM and I'm counting down the minutes
In a third of the country, I'm 16 years old now
How did I get here so quickly?
When did I grow up?
I must have missed it
It's gone by too fast
******! I want my life back
I'm 16 now but I'm still a child
I'm so glad that I have yet to give
Even something so simple as a kiss
I'm a child at heart and a child at mind
My heart has been hurt so many times before
It's a miracle I'm not 100
I'm 16 or **** near it
And this year
2016
Is my year
And **** if I am not
Going to live it to the fullest

गोथार सान बर'नि
थुनलाइनि आबाद फोथांनो
1952 मायथाइनि 16 नभेमबर
बासुगाव गयबारिनि बिखायाव
सान अखाफोरनि साखियाव
बर' राव फोथांनो
बर' थुनलाइ जौगाहोनो
बर' हारिखौ मिथिसार होनो
नों बर'नि आगोमा आफाद
बर' थुनलाइनि बिगोमा
नोंनि थैथाब नांथाब नाजानाय
नोंनि थुनलाइखौ अनसाइनाय
थांना थाथों नों
अराय जुगामि जाना
फोथां नों बर' हारिखौ
खाबु हो नों
बर' थुनलाइ सोरजिनो

My dandelion boy is the kind
That hangs on by thin, grey seeds.

Growing on the lip of each day’s cliff,  
My precariously-positioned 16-year-old leans.

He’s the kind that hangs on
By nothing more than breaths.

Amidst flowers born with all the right cells,
He just wants to be a normal kid.

What ruffles petals, pushes him,
And when their stems but bend,
He ends up broken.

My dandelion boy is the kind
That hangs on by dialysis and dreams.

The sun warms this high school junior,
But still, he only sleeps.

If I asked you to stay
Would you rather let me?
If I wished to blow all the troubles away
Would you rather blow with me?
If I told you that my heart skipped beats
Would you rather say yours do too?
If I jump yelling I love you
Would you rather kiss me thank you?
If I hug you with unbeatable happiness
Would you rather wrap your arms around me?
If whispered never let me go
Would you rather lock the door?

He is only 10 he should
be crying beacuse he
feel down,not beacuse
someone called him a ***.

She's only 12,she
should be playing with
makeup,not razors..

He's only 14  he should be  out with his freinds,
not tying ropes...

She's only 16, she
should be out on dates,
not staraving herself...

They were all 18, they
should have been
celebrating graduation,
not a furneral...