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17th Jul 2014
Sigh
I can feel the emptiness killing me inside
17th Jun 2014
You're just thinking about it and already crying, don't you?
17th Jun 2014
I'd like to think you're waiting for me
I'd like to think you're missing me
I'd like to think one day you're coming back
I'd like to think you're thinking about me
I'd like to think you've always been there
I'd like to think you actually loved me

That's why I don't like to think
It keeps me away from reality
It keeps me away from you
It takes me away from myself
I'm really losing it
  Jun 2014 17th
Siye
Him
Don't ask me what I see in him because
I do not know the answer to that question,
It's the way he says my name ,
the way he brings out every vowel and consonant.
It is the huskiness in his voice,
the melody in his tone.
It may be the way he smiles,
how his lips curve when he opens his mouth,
how his lips feel when they press against mine.
No, It's his compelling eyes,
they seem to get me to do anything he pleases
like, going down on my knees and...
Yeah, it's his hands,
the feeling I get when they brush against my skin.
it is his arms.
The way he holds me tight
when I'm feeling down or cold.
it is probably his scent
the way I can smell him from a distance
and then get all jumpy inside.
It is how he makes me come,
over on Friday nights and we watch movies
even though he knows how much I hate movies.
It is because he asks me how I'm doing
and actually cares.
It is the way he tickles me
and it actually does not hurt.
It is actually because he makes me feel alive.
He makes me feel like I'm human.
  Jun 2014 17th
SG Holter
We sat together, but not like
Ever before.
Our Lady Peace on repeat.
I'd written a post for Facebook
About us being over.
Thanking.
Stating that we'd agreed
(Half a truth)
To end it.

I'd helped her write one too,
And counting down from three,
We posted.
Changed our statuses from In a
Relationship
to blank.
Then stood up and
Thanked into each other's
Last embrace.

Flag up as we went down.
No loud voices,
Only this mutual sorrow
And chocked sighs.
It was done.

Something inside us both looked
Up and asked
What the Hell just happened?  
I heard angels moan no...
I felt Earth shiver
At our death.

She'd asked her friend later
If ending it in such grace was
A common thing.
"Girl, you just ended your first
Adult relationship."

And she did. With class.
Tears of gratitude
For years of passion and
Friendship, and the music.

*We are, we are all innocent.
We are all innocent.
We are.
We are.
17th Jun 2014
bring me to your thoughts
let me know all of your thoughts
I want to know everything

bring me the idea of this deficit
let me take away the pain
by cutting off your vein

bring me the disaster
knowing all the answers
come down
and cut me off my guard

endless fountains
endless mountains
filled with pain and disaster

you wanted me to be possessed
possessed by your inner demons
turn me into you slave
*the discount
17th Jun 2014
One for me
One for you
One for everytime I felt like a fool
Oh, there you go, three
Two for him
When he said
"Make it sixteen"
Three for every meal
Four for every song
That destroyed my soul
One for the "was" and the "wasn't"
Then two more
Just for fun






There you have it
Enough to **** the pain
*Enough to **** myself
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