today I kissed you.
over and over again.
I hope you didn’t mind it,
I just couldn’t help but crave it,
after the first time.
your lips against my own felt so normal.
it felt like my own were molded to fit yours,
I wonder if you thought the same.
it was your first kiss,
you said you didn’t expect it,
and I’m sorry I was impatient,
but you looked so beautiful, so tempting.
my lips still burn with the desire you left on them,
every time I think about it my heart races.
and it’s only one kiss into forever.

you were here and gone so fast
it felt too soon but your presence calmed me
the second you left I felt distressed
my heart was drug behind you
when you walked away
I wanted to follow and cling to you
and never let you go
you ease my mind and I forget my pain
every single second I’m with you
I’m lost, helpless and afraid without you
when I leave you it’s a struggle
my mind shuts down and I panic
the world caves in and I can’t breathe
I want to be in your arms again
I need to feel you beside me again

our love is more than lust
you hold me gently and don’t let go
we have something special
something most don’t
we live a dream of a kingdom filled with gold
and a gift I give is reserved for you
so be careful with my precious delicacy
don’t break me
please don’t scar my heart
be careful with me
love me tenderly, don’t be rough
I beg of you with earnest
just be there when I need you
you’re all I need
I know that you love me so
it’s evident
all this time I knew full well
and I believe
all I have is what I’ll give
for exchange of your voice
you are all I know to love
this is all I know to know
no one ever taught me
the ways that are not you
all my love is all for you
you are my brightest light
my star
the universe is in your eyes
with dust of galaxies
I love your gentle gaze you bestow on me
and I’ll always look to you
eyes wet from tears
I’ll see you and be cured
all this time it was you
the source of healing
you take my pain
and you make it all go away

I fell deeper into the touch you gave me
a colorful darkness surrounded my mind
my breath was aligned, my soul cried out
every inch I felt of you left me breathless
your warmth became my addiction
I craved it more and more
I pressed into your hand upon my skin
as it etched it’s loving claim on me
the gentleness that fueled your affection
made my body yearn so deeply
all I seem to do is ache without you
a dull pain permanently resides
between my ribs and on my skin
no medicine or elixir
could ever cure me of this ache
only a touch of your skin upon my own
could wipe away every pain
you do it time and time again
every time I breathe you in
and your every press on my skin
is what cures my every sting
I hold no fear of death when you hold me
all my anxiety is washed away
I only felt the then and there
because I couldn’t get enough of you
and my prayer is for this to be our forever

I am a lover
from the deepest parts of me
of words and of you

ever since I met you
all my words fall freely
your affection is my encouragement
inspiring me to transcribe
these emotions so fresh
your smiles moves my hand across paper
your laughter flows like ink
because the man I love holds my words
and he makes sense of them all

it’s alright if you run out breath
no one will blame you
making mistakes is okay
it all happens to everyone
please don’t be ******* yourself
be well

I’ll never understand
what you may go through
but I promise I’ll always hold you
I’ll hold your heart in my hands
protect it with the last of me
I’ll always love you and all your imperfections
because loving you is all I do

when the light has faded behind the horizon
and the darkness has made itself at home
I’ll be there by your side
together we’ll walk hand in hand
toward the sea of healing
no matter how long the path is
I’ll be there every step of the way

this is my promise
that everyday I’ll choose you
even when the life has been swept away
I’ll cover you in all my love
beside you until the end

no one has ever made me feel the way you do
and because that I’m grateful
I want to make you happy
all the days I live
you are my forever
and I love you with all I am, it’s unexplainable
all I know to do is follow you

you are my light and my friend
my greatest joy and treasure
and you are my love