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Heighten my curiosity
Disguise your love with sin
Your animosity
Where love and lust blend in
[Copyright © 2016]
Shared on April 28,2016
By Bianca Reyes
Duh!
I sit here, waiting for anything to happen
I sit here, waiting for human interaction
I sit here, alone
I sit at this grey table, and chairs to match
It matches how I feel on the inside
I sit in this colorful hallway,
yet I do not feel colorful.
I sit alone
everyone has gone home
I have some color on me...
and that's the red lipstick,
of my best friend crying on my shoulder today
I am alone when I cry
I read when I am alone
I write when I am alone
I feel alone when I am alone
Nobody really thinks I feel this way
"The blond cheerleader? Oh no, she's fine"
I feel alone even when I am with people
I don't feel alone with my best friend
But my best friend feels alone
We feel alone together, but that makes us whole
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ElliJune
When the numbness sets in
And my fingers run cold
I find who I once was
There at the bottom
Clutching what’s left
Of the warmth that I held
Clear brown eyes
Pleading
Begging
Hoping
To feel the sun's warmth
Again
Down days happen, it's okay.
I grin my malicious grin
As the little children cower
At the head floating in the trees
And my tail in the breeze
My purple glow
In the dark of the night
Is the only thing that keeps
Everyone in a fright
I want to smile
And them be in delight
I'm not alone in this world
I've got my friend that hurled
From all the tea and the laughing
And the constant photographing
Of the memories that will always be engraved
Into the mind of the mentally deranged.
I think I have gone completely bonkers, well let me tell you a secret.... All the best people are
The struggle of being broken
No, not physically
Mentally
When you've been played with
Been dropped
And shattered
Many times before.
The "I'm sorrys" I always fall for
The forgiveness I can't take back
The knife that's still in my back
Five fingers held up, only one
is deserving to be seen by you
One finger, two finger, three finger, four
I ball each one like before
Hold back the tears of being left again
But nobody should know
Because I'm not the one who
Should struggle now
I have to be strong for those around me
Hold up my fist in victory for all to see
Smile on my face
No one can see the fate
Of the girl
With a struggle
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oni
dream.
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oni
one day
i would like to
step out of
my evening shower
to find you
in the kitchen
saying you liked
today's rendition
of our favorite songs
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oni
they said that
"what doesn't
**** you
makes you
stronger",

and even though
you didn't
**** me,
you sure
left me
feeling dead
"what doesnt **** you makes you wish you were dead"
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oni
there is a
safeness
in not caring,
but also
a comfort
in caring
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