Not a flinch
Nor a word screamed
But the red stained carpet,
Matches the covered wrist

Blade thinning
Blood thickens
Deep breath and slight sigh

Blunt.
Sharp.
Neither will stop the urge
Nor will the screams for help

Scars heal
Memories dont
Memories wont...

your hot breath Consumes my ears
my neck, Victim to your tongue
Heated Passion
with kisses that Burn

It has been so long
Too long
It's only been 2 months
But that time has caused me to be
Oh so lonely

And I've only known you for 4 days
And in that time
You have filled the hole that he left

I don't know
How tall you are
How old you are
What the color of your eyes are
What the color of your hair is
If you're right or left handed
If you're going to school

All I do know
Is that you made me laugh as soon as you spoke
That you wanted to know my name as soon as I spoke
Is that you want to know me better
That you would choose Beyonce over Taylor Swift any day

I don't want you
Believe me, I don't love you
But you have filled a hole
With the pings and beeps
With the skype telephone calls
With your jokes
With your laugh

You have filled a hole

I just want to know you better now

your touch is electric
a lightning strike against my skin
do it again and again and again and again
a new kiss every time
because lightning never strikes in the same place twice.

It takes energy to love,
and energy cannot be created nor destroyed.
Does it mean that my love for you has always been and always will be?

Nobody takes a photo
Of something they want to forget.

a perfect half hour drive
with a perfect sunset keeping me high
and a perfect soundtrack buzzing
in my perfect battered car
down a perfect country lane
lined with green waves
and soft bluebells
smudging the hard lines of winter away
the air is still cold
but this evening is too perfect
to notice
or care
and i realise i have been driving
with a smile greeting stranger's stares.