I succeed to things I never did
and failed to those I spent my whole night with
it’s like I’m doing things which I’m not suppose to do
and too lazy to do those I should be doing to
well, I’m not really that dumb and lazy
it’s just that future scares the hell out of me
what if the life I was planning for me
isn’t the life He wanted for me?
what if every decision I make
is just like a water that fills out a lake?
a lake which I am so happy filling down
that ends up to be the lake
where I am suppose to drown.

when i walk next to
you,
all i want to do
is hug you,
and all i want to
is for you to hug
me back.

than i hugged you
like i had the world in my hands
i was in heaven
i just wish it was a little longer
it was me,the happiest person
smelling your perfume
in that moment i had everything
everything i ever wanted
everything I wanted the last 2months
i kissed you and i went home
my heart was beating like crazy
i was crazy
Crazy for you.

I wonder what do you feel
When you look at me

Stop telling me that others have it worse
I'm sure they do
Or that it will get better
Maybe it will
Or that it's just in my head
That's the problem

Knowing that other people hurt too
Knowing it will get better one day
Knowing that it's all in my mind

**None of that makes it hurt any less