he was more of a friend than a pet
a modest, ugly thing
with three souls bound by skin & fur
i’ve never known a mouse to be a functional addict
and i’ve known a mouse or two
he monologued with clever prose
about the impermanence of materialism
and with a deep, angry, disappointment
whenever he saw an empty parking lot
and with reverence regarding the flower that grows through asphalt
you could call the thimbles of ******* he travelled with
most times i listened to him in
when the air was right i would speak as he spoke
he was more of a brother now that i think about it
a shy, talkative sibling
who gave his heart away as quickly as he could
i’ve never known a mouse that cared so much for the world
and so little for himself
how do you write your poems? i have no idea where mine come from.
rays of light strike the wall where a window should be. the hurricane is over, we haven't yet taken down the boards.
the thing about the storm is how exhausting it can be. it can take so much out of you that all you can muster is enough energy to think. hours expended in forceful trance don't quite seem like hours at all.
more like something else entirely.
i rest my head on the back of a ratty couch. there's a coffee table before me that i'd like to prop my feet on if only i had the strength to. i notice Elizabeth cross legged atop it. she's smaller than i remember. not in the way of height or weight, but in a way i can't quite put my finger on. she looks straight through the boards on the window, though i feel her gaze on me.
a few minutes have gone away. following their departure, Elizabeth turns to me and asks,
"do you remember me from somewhere?"
here's a draft i'm working on, pushing around some symbolism. this is going in my 5th chapbook. hope you all like it!
My past sits before me in a cushioned armchair
mimicking my crossed legs
a swaying foot
I’m so focused on its story
that the walls surrounding begin flickering swiftly
yellow, grey, violet, grey, yellow
in minute intervals, everything else vanishes
except a voice that travels from there to here
the words ever changing as they go, and finally settling upon the tips of my fingers
then, comes to me, names that nurture the weeds in my veins
from my first love, a bright doe
through the birds, vampires and ghosts
all the way to Pan
to cultivate this breathtaking wildflower is my fantasy
so that its fragrance will entrance me into a state of sleep
and take me to a place where resolution is needless
between me and the cushioned chair
are miniscule grains of actuality blended with accidental lies
I know there’s no literal plant
just as I know that there’s no literal resolution
and that it’s not really my fault
I was always good enough to have it all
therein lies the perfect balance of pain and joy
for I do not have any of those people anymore, this is fact
for that’s just how life works, this is faith
here's a preview of from my chapbook in progress. i hope you all like it
books written in symbols
were attempts to mimic the language of the heart
somewhere i jotted within an admission of love
i wonder who knew it first
and how profound it could be when it was there the whole time
i find myself at Union Station,
where people pass time sitting silently in pews.
closing doors kick a breeze that weaves between the columns
holding up the heavens
the hair on my arm waves like wheat stalks
i’ve got a hunch i could go just about anywhere from here
the halls here just go on and on.
it’s not the whole world, but it’s the only place i want to be.
hi everyone, i haven't posted here in a while, but i thought it would be appropriate since i just released my new poetry chapbook. if you like this poem, you should check out some of my samples on my etsy page!
reassuring taps of gentle footsteps upon marble
lightly echo through the clean air and fluorescent lights
a step past one door, warmth encompasses me
comfortable space, people in this town are few and far between
stop a moment, think
before another door. enter
to a ceiling much too low
so much i have to tilt my head to avoid it
there are urinals along the right-side wall
Eve is standing before one, just to look
a shifting glance, attention is brought to me
my angled eyes set at Eve’s level
maybe this way i can see
why the fleeting phantoms stay just long enough for our eyes to meet
now here's a topical poem about distance between people
sunlight reawakens us
from our open-eyed slumber
things happened last night, i don’t know where to begin
partly because of the outrageous events that occurred
and partly since i can’t keep my thoughts straight
boy, i could go for some pancakes and tea
and a moving monologue of redemption.
actually, no pancakes, just the other stuff.
to be honest, i’m not feeling so well. dizzy, you know?
i mean, the sun is up and shining
but i just can’t shake the feeling that the night’s not over.
my fourth (!) chapbook is coming together steadily. looking back at my work, i've noticed a trend towards conventional poem structure, but there's part of me that wants to get back to prose. it's that never ending itch to do things differently, i tell ya.
the firmament calls forth delicate bubbles from deep beneath the soil
under my feet, pine tree roots
further below, the fountain gone stagnant
glimmering spheres moving through air compliment the evergreen needles
unavoidable bursts of rot, exuded from that which grows beside the fountain
in a swampy green place, mother of the pines
eternal life giver, balancing this forest upon it’s ancient branches
with every step, a wobble
with every misstep, another burst
to which i inhale my worst of days, and live from those days onward
prompt: write a poem that combines the impression of a meaningful song, with something you catch yourself thinking about when your mind wanders
i'd love to read what you write from this. send me a dm so i can <3 your poems