I can tell you this isn't fear
it's the constant feeling
that I don't belong here
not in this time
not with these people

everyone going through the motions
except for the fact that they aren't

only I play these solemn charades

I cannot hold a conversation
for these conversations hold no weight

more than willing to not shy away
there is simply nothing natural
about living this way

each face glued to what rests on
the palm
the lap
the wall

rarely other faces

why does this feel like my downfall?

Of course machines can't
Think as people do. A
Machine is different from a
Person. Hence, they think
Differently. The interesting
Question is, just because
Something, uh.. Thinks
Differently from you, does
That mean it's not thinking?
Well, we allow for humans
To have such divergences
From one another. You
Like strawberries, I hate ice-
Skating, you cry at sad
Films, I am allergic to
Pollen. What is the point
Of...of... Different tastes,
Different... Preferences, if
Not, to say that our brains
Work differently, that we
Think differently? And if we
Can say that about one
Another, then why can't we
Say the same thing for
Brains... Built of copper and
Wire, steel?



Who ever has not seen this movie, I strongly recommend you check it out.

Why get mad?
We ain't that bad.
Actually you're the reason
to this nightmare that feels like in prison.
Be good, you said.
Have you been showing goodness?
I know that we aren't perfect
but you are a prefect.
Aren't you supposed to show what is right
and tell us everything with a smile so bright?
You can't be a light if you are dim.
Everyone's pointing at us.
Why is it such a fuss?
It wasn't even us.
If only you taught what is needed to be sought.
Then maybe we wouldn't be the one to blame.
Our minds and heart are aflame.
You were the culprits who kindled the flame.
Now it's devouring us.
It causes us to cuss.
Then you'll be outraged
about something completely your fault.

A gate to a castle
once breached
cannot be easily closed

Trust
how fragile
broken so easily
the misplaced word
the slightest deed
ruin a good name
leave the flavor of disgust
often forever

How can a mans word be his bond
when words are taken so lightly
an oath should have true meaning
in his heart
yet deeds often show themselves
contrary to that which he swears
to live by

We are taught as children
to trust the clergy

The few have breached that trust

They told us to turn to the police
when we need help

The few have breached that trust

The teachers in our schools
there to guide and protect our children

The few have breached that trust

It is always the few
that give the whole
a bad name
with their violation of trust
expected from those
who swear to be there for us

What change must come
to make things right

I thought love is just for stupid people who are weak and can get easily attached to someone.
I never really believed in it.
It was just a four-letter word that exist in our dictionaries.
I never really thought that one day, the meaning of love for me will change.
Now I believe that love can either be a blessing or a curse.
In mylife, it's more of a curse.

When I go in search of You
In the rain of my tears too.
                                  
During walking, talking so
I meet every friend or foe

No left any inn or cave
Each one prisoner and slave

So I am too weak to do
When I go in search of You

At last I find lovely sign
Like a bliss to soul refine

Transparent and sacred You
Reflecting in morning dew

I see you seconds a few
When I go in search of You

Broken heart
Shattered dreams

Cracked bones
And stolen colors

You made me
After that you broke me

You stole everything from me
You stole the colors from my world

Now I'm colorblind
You took the blue from my sky, the green from      my grass and the red from my blood

Everything I was once now deformed
Everything I was once now lost

I'm like a puzzle which is missing a piece
and you're the missing piece

Please mend me
Want me
Love me

Because without you I'm incomplete
Without you I'm just a broken glass

I need you

Miss the sun,
wait for the night.
The Swallow has gone,
But there's the Kite.

Leave it behind,
welcome a new time.
Time to let go,
Time to fly.

Nights are just as lovely,
Days have made you blind.
Surrender to what is,
And see how you shine.

The person you could call every midnight even if he was already sleeping.
You could ask him to sing you a song just so you could sleep.
The person that will go to your house just to hug you and comfort you.
He will bring you your favorite food, and eat it with you.
The person who will let his shirt get wet because of your tears.
He will never care on how silly you look when you're crying at 2am.
The person who will always be there for you. (no matter what time it is)

"I hate you!"
"You're a *******!"
"*******"
"No one loves you"

Do I love you?
I don't care.
Well, okay.
I don't love you.

I've grown numb
I'm an outcast
I'm lost

Please help me
Find me in this dark world
Save me

I've grown so numb that I don't even know the taste of **** because I've taken too much.