To*
Feel
Free,
To
Be
At
Peace,
Both
Mentally
&
Physically,
But
Still
Have
&
Keep
In
Mind
What
I
Know
Now,
To
Understand
Majority
Of
Confusing
Hurtful
Overly
Happy
&
Suicidal
Thoughts
That
Run
My
Mind
Incessantly
*Almost....
Let's face it ,I still don't know what i want exactly.
In a way I think I do have an ideal
and a mental image
sort of