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Mr X Jun 2014
I long for you badly.
And I write about you like crazy.
Words help me put out much of the feelings
Which are otherwise tightly compressed...hurting from within.

I know for sure its not love.
Coz I've barely spoken a sentence with you.
And acted in the most stupid manner possible.
You surely must be laughing behind my back.

I don't know who you are
Or even how you are.
I only know whenever you are there,
There's a quick and silent beating of the heart.
...and a lot of butterflies land in the stomach and I simply don't know from where.

I know for sure its not love
Coz when you are with someone else
I burn for a while
But then I simply don't care.

I know you're just a passing moment.
Very much unlikely to be a part of my comming days.
But for sure, in the present, your presence makes me crazy.
Coz somehow I know you are the only one I might as well never achieve.

Belive me. I'm not quite good at keeping relations happy.
I know you'll be much happier with someone else...someone special.
I don't want to spoil the unspoken magic between us,
Which of course you will never feel.
Mr X Jun 2014
When you are gone,
Its not your smile that I'll miss the most.
Nor is it your laughter.
I will not miss your rythmic voice
Nor will I miss your amazing speeches.

When you are gone,
I'll have all those video clippings
And all those unnecessary voice recordings to be my aid in your absence.

But hundreds and hundreds of clips
Filled to the brim with your laughter and voice, will never be able to take your place.
And that's because they'll all be a repetition.
They'll show me what my eyes have already seen.
Priceless moments...
They'll never be able to create them,
Like you did all the time
With your amazing mind.

However hard I am on myself.
The truth will always be that I'll miss you.
I'll definitely miss your heart which was your aid until this last day.
But what I'll miss the most, is your mind and your everlasting soul.
I'll miss them beyond words.
Mr X Jun 2014
Your selfless love
makes me feel guilty.
Mr X Jun 2014
Be different.
Pity their sameness.
Mr X Jun 2014
We wanted to fly,
We did.
We wanted to touch the heavens,
We did.
We wanted to know more,
We did.
We wanted to live our dreams
We did.
I wanted to speak out my love,
I couldn't.
Mr X Jun 2014
Pull yourself up and be strong.
Coz the heart is not as brittle as they say.
Its made of hard flesh and the red blood.
Which struggles for you and you alone.
Love doesn't make it, and so,
Love can't even break it.
Its all a matter of our minds and our human minds can master any feeling.

Remember, heart is our own God's creation.
It will not rupture so fast.
Mr X Jun 2014
Pain and experience
Are the key ingredients
For  a Masterpiece....
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