Sometimes i lie to myself that i no longer miss you.
Only to fool myself, to live in an illusion.

Sometimes i miss you more than anyone else in this world.
Only to relax and say to myself i’m wrong and yes I’m a liar.

Sometimes i hate myself for being a hypocrite.
Only to convince myself that it is ok.

Sometimes i forget many things i need to do.
Only to know i’m completely obsessed with you and i have no room for anything !

Sometimes i feel life for me is only you and nothing else.
Only to understand that is true always:)

Sometimes i feel you hate me the most.
Only to calm myself hoping that feeling wont last lonG.

Sometimes i feel i’m the most selfish person.
Only to think i’m right and i’m fair to myself.

You know that feeling
When you wake up
In the morning
And for a few seconds
Everything is fine
And normal
And  okay

And then you remember
That four days ago
He broke your heart
And now you choke
Just enough to make you
Lose your breath

And you have to feel this way
Until tomorrow morning
When you wake up
And for a few seconds
Everything is fine
And normal
And okay
Until it's not

i promise
every hug you ask for
will be filled with love

so when i wrap these arms
around you
and pull you close
to my heart

im giving you
all the love
i can possibly give
in just those five seconds.

i still remember the way
your skin
felt against my lips
the night
I fell in love with you

I may
be soft
but at least
I’m not
afraid
of my own
skin.