The Majestic Halo covering all over her!
Her eyes invite you to ask from which planet she came!
Her walk takes you to a show of debate between sane and nonsense!
Her Voice let you ask for the reason of being in this life!
You will have the pleasure watching her...The Peace in hearing her... The Ease to talk with her...
In brief....
You can feel her Reverence!

When Childhood has no face!
When you can't feel the spirit of that child in you!
When you search for that hope to revive the dead emotions!
When you look at that face and you wish to touch it to feel its virginity!
When you are unwelcome to unmasked what has been masked!
When the "ShinTaiDo" gives the wisdom to speak out of your feelings!
When anger or frustration is meeting with other anger and frustration, then what kind of "Fire" is in the Place!
I know nothing about what they call it  Terms or Jokes...
I know those feelings and emotions in those feelings...
I know the mystical touch in the sky that i can't express....
I know that i was asked to say, No matter how it will be received...
I know I am a messenger of a different kind of message!
I am Charm!

She is the Guardian of Joy!
           Look at her face, and you will melt in a smile of truth...
She is the Guardian of Joy!
           You will hear the voice of love in her cords...
She is the Guardian of Joy!
           You will be hugged with her warmth...
She is the Guardian of Joy!
           She will take care of your ease...
She is the Guardian of Joy!
           Because she is Lourdes the "Power" of a "Laugh"!

When you give...you will receive...
When you receive you will give more...
The generosity of Mother Earth, Center and Father Sky are limitless...
Wherever you move... you will be graced...
Whenever you ask...you will be answered..
There is a blossom in the flower that is given to you..
There is a grace in your spirit that lives in you...
There is a Creator's power bestowed since your birth...
There is the "ShinTaiDo" that reminds you how you are loved tremendously by the Universe!
Stay Connected...
Stay in the Center of Universe...

I am Mazen...
A new Version of me is now here!
A Version that might confuse you!
A Version that might irritate you!
                       And....
A Version that is worthy to feel it!
If I smiled...It is because I saw you!
If I smiled, while you are shouting.... It is because I understand you and feel you!
                     And...
I won't change who I became....I won't Change the Version of who I am!
                   And...
I will keep my Smile...to Rescue You!

That is my Version!

I want to throw up!
Things are stinky and gross inside me, pulling me inside myself!
I can't feel, except my weird silence inside every corner of myself and soul!
I feel i am in the center of nowhere except myself!
I know who I am! I know where I stand!
I know I am somehow alone! That what bugs me!
That what takes me to question my moment!
I hate that moment, when i long for a hug and Silence is the only welcoming hands that i end with!
That warmth is not inviting any peace!
That Peace is not inviting any rest!
That Rest is only a rest for another long tiring journey!
                 That is a Journey of my Choice!

I missed the true of me...
For how long I was turning my face away from it...
I looked at me again and deeply..
I looked and i found "Truth"...
               The Truth that can let, the lamb sleep in the arm of a wolf...
I looked and I found "Love"...
               The Love hat let "Selfish" sleeps out of the kingdom...
I looked and i found "Meaning"...
               The Meaning that makes birds sing inside the soul...

I Found Myself....