Being suicidal doesn't mean i'm going to **** myself

Being suicidal is having this unexplicable ache while you're living

It's waiting for your life to end, and wishing you didn't have to carry on

Having this ache, an incapability to feel happy living, doesn't mean that I am going to **** myself -

It just means I wouldn't mind dying.

If there's pain, is it supposed to bleed?
If there's blood, Is it supposed to hurt?

She does not expect you to care.
She does not expect the world,
To remember she was ever there.