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kimin Jul 2018
I fear, that one day
You won't be there anymore,
That none of you will be there,
Probably going off to do something
Valuable in your life,
Or that you got sick and tired of us.

I fear,  that I won't be able,
To handle the feeling of,
Letting you go, after the journey
Of having to know you,  and
The memories that shared.

I fear,  that one day,  I might forget you
That I might get over you,  without
Knowing, that memories fade in time.
Then we start to fade.

I fear, that I might love you too much,
That I don't want to let you go,
Even when the time comes, for you
To let me go.

- ponder
Haven't posted for a while. Here some things that kept me thinking
  Jun 2018 kimin
Crystal Peterson
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You've done it a hundred times before
But just when you thought the day would come
When you'd lose track of time
You'd forget when it was
And you wouldn't have to count anymore
You thought you were free of it
You'd made it far enough
You thought you'd gone long enough
You thought it was over....

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  Jun 2018 kimin
Antonia Caldow
I'm not what I once was
A sea of change and pain
The smiles that follow a new touch
A whisper of time gone by
And all that's new I was gone
As smiles of old now die

I'm not what I once was
A whole to be filled
In the light that was my life
An age stretches out before us
A line drawn in the sand of time
Don't talk or fuss or touch

I am now anew
Reborn from the ashes, rising
The dust has settled the ash is laid
A step across the sand of time
I'm not what I once was
kimin Jun 2018
These walls hears the cries of pain,
It's abundant everywhere you go,
They're tall hard brick that won't break,
Unless you knock them down with something strong,
They always stood up straight, they support your weight,
But they can't comfort you with words of strength.

- kimin
  Jun 2018 kimin
Lyn-Purcell
There isn't a person
in this world
who has
not
said or done
something they
deeply regret.
And it's
okay.

We're only human.
We're not programmed
to be flawless.

Naturally we would want to:

lock it up,
toss the key,
walk ahead,
never look back.
Pray that it remains
buried or lost in the
shadows so that society
never finds out.
Given the opportunity,
they would relish
in the chance to
tear us apart.
Drag us up and
down on the media.
Because only in our
moments of weakness
they can forget their
own imperfections.

Sad but hey, that's society now...

Just know that making
a mistake is natural
Owning up to what
you did takes
courage.

Just remember this, don't forget your mistakes, ok?

Never forget.
Because to know
who you are,
you need to

remember where you came from.
Such is life...
Only 22 and I can admit and acknowledge some big mistakes.
Things I'm ashamed off...
But hey, that's life!
As sad as I am, as scared as I am, as angry and hurt as I am, I'm still here.
Even when I feel like wanting to die, I'm still here.
My story isn't over. Not yet anyway.

Be back soon!
Lyn x
kimin May 2018
You should be thankful,
For whatever he had overcome and went through,
He still have the courage to tell you his thoughts,
For he is brave to face his fear and stand for people who faces the same thoughts.

You should be grateful,
For he is willing to sacrifice his sleep, to make you happy even just for a while,
For he fights for what is right, for your right even when he is weak.

You should feel honoured,
For he looks at you, like he had never looked at anyone,
For he tells you things I longed to hear and dreamt of.

You should feel happy,
For everytime he mentions you, he smiles with eyes disappearing into his cheeks, lips curled, touches his ears.
For no matter what, he promises to be there for you even when he finds it hard sometime.

You should feel lonely,
For when he is away from you,
For every mishap that occured, nights spent apart, phone dim with no sweet texts received.

You should feel bad,
For the time you think you are alone, when he is there for you,
For forgetting to remind him that he deserves all the love in the world and that you are always there for him.


Lastly, you should feel sad.
For when the time comes, things will no doubt change over time,
For knowing that you have to leave him one day, or being left by him as final goodbyes are being said while leaving the world.

- ponder
For the guy who deserves everything.
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