There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.
Washington Irving

A been to many places
Some have been great
And other have been nothing more then a faded dream
it Starts with  how can i help you and  with an idea of a understanding  of what i want
The thoughts of saving money and finding what i am looking for
So fast not to care and loss focus of the inside
But in todays  world its  lost the warm feeling of service that one can give.
I am just one of many  who has faith in the heart of it all
I can't  image how one loss faith on what really matter which is customer service.

A  smile lights up the night sky
The beauty  that can't  be understood
When you walk time stops
Your light shines during toughest days
A walk but always have hope
A mind set and kindness that never got over looked
Who is she and how could she be?
You take my breath away with the person that is you

i thought i could show you the warmth threw the darkness
I wish i could put back together the things you lost
The past is gone and today is now
We are all not the same but take time to see greatness
I am lost and  sick of battles of of last people who did  u wrong
you fallen but still can get back up
I dreamed of nights of hold you tight
I miss the radom texts
The sound of cute laugh that touched my heart
My hope has fallen apart i can't  get over this wall

When  it comes to love the nice guy finish  last . I always have  to  battle  the past. Its hard being pushed  to side and then being made out like you are blowing smoke when at  the start u were just trying to  see where this road  could  go. . I care too much  at times I  feeL   like  it is weakness.. We been hurt and our  hearts ripped out but should we  let the past be the  past  I think its is good to  let go and move forward . I know it takes time to  heal  The thoughts run threw my head always trying look at things in 3d.

I been hurt
I been torn
I  see the darkness without the sun
My heart is kind
I hope and love
The ideas of today lost on forgotten  world of the past
I fallen on this path look up for love
My heart will keep going
I can't  give up
I have change myself with a mind so  complex
I need remove cancer out of my life

The past is the gone
The day is now
Be the sun in the sky
The darkness over takes the soul
I can t let my soul be over taking with negative
I keep walking putting my heart out there
The other chapters have t been read
The feeling of sadness and pain cut threw my skin
I break free walk away
I wish i didn't  care
So quick push the door away
I walk alone but in my heart i always will care