Kelly Hogan

Kelly Hogan Nov 2016

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You chewed me up
And spit me out
Like a piece of stale gum.

Then you stepped on me
So you could drag me around
A bit longer.

*****.

#***** #gum #spit #stale #chew

Kelly Hogan Oct 2016

Music to My Ears

Drown your sorrows in music,
It hits you faster than any drug ever could.

#sorrow #drug #music #drown

Kelly Hogan Sep 2016

Right vs Wrong

I keep trying to find the right words
For things that are just so wrong.

#wrong #right

Kelly Hogan Sep 2016

:)

I forge a smile
Like a signature.
The one you see
Is not my own.
Just a well illustrated
Copy.

#fake #smile #copy #forgery

Kelly Hogan Sep 2016

I Don't Know What I'm Doing Anymore.

My mind feels sick
Filled to the brim with self sabatoge
And a non-commital attitude.

Tears right on the edge
Of running down my cheek
And I say "running"
Because even they want to get away from me.

Then there's that exhaustion again
A sour feeling on my temples
And sore eyes from looking in the mirror.

Asking the big questions
I get nowhere
Will I ever find the answer
To why I can't let myself be happy?

#depression #tears #anxiety #happy #sick #tired #answer

Kelly Hogan Sep 2016

Growing Old

Is watching all your loved ones
Die.

Growing up *****. Especially when the people you want to talk to the most are all dead. Just missing a lot of loved ones tonight. It's exhausting.

#love #sad #death #old

Kelly Hogan Sep 2016

In a Flash

We lost the Summer
In a flash of lightning.
It melted down
Into millions of rain drops.

And with it,
My inner light wanes,
Weeps, and wonders
If there's any way out of this September gloom.

But of course,
There must be darkness
If there's light.
So I will embrace the night.

We lost the Summer
In a flash of lightning,
But the thunder
Brought us Autumn.

What a sudden turn of events...
And yes I know, it's not officially Fall yet. ;)

#dark #summer #light #seasons #autumn #flash #lightning