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Gabriel Roa Feb 2016
1) read me a poem

2) sing me a Radiohead song

3) talk to me about that time you ate that pizza by your own and how funny it was to see other people's reaction

4) hug me

5) tell me everything's gonna pass and everything's gonna be alright

6) play with me

7) take me out to play guitar and jam with weird and gilly and the spiders from mars

8) make me see the moon

9) help me breathing

10) tell me to make a list of things that make me feel better

11) talk to me with your bare voice

12) show me that photo of us that you loved so much you couldn't stop staring at

13) love me

14) be with me at my darkest

15) help me sleep without nightmares

16) let me see your eyes

17) show me your disc/book collection

18) talk to me about your mommy

19) play hide and seek with me

20) make me a list of the foods you don't like

21) read my bad sad depressing poetry

22) acaríciame la nuca y perdóname por no saber cómo se dice en inglés

23) remember with me those moments you really liked

24) be patient

25) be careful, but not that much careful

26) excuse my ocd about space and counting your inner stars

27) arrópame y discúlpame de nuevo por ser tan ignorante con el inglés

28) wait for me

29) say hi!, literally hi!

30) be happy,

and I'll try to be happy with you.
/spanish lines because I don't really know why/
Gabriel Roa Feb 2016
I'm completely l o s t

between your legs
and my own thoughts
of being more
and feeling ****

I'm caught up
around the feeling of
you never coming back
and I cling to it

there's a whole universe
growing inside of me
but there's a black hole
of sadness swallowing it all

I don't wanna hear you or
your voice asking me
how am I, how do I feel,
because I feel cheated

I think I'm cracking up
and my home, oh God,
it isn't where it should be,
and I'm not where I should

I just sleep
and try
to feel better,
tomorrow.
feeling really really really down lately
Gabriel Roa Dec 2015
I know you are there.

I know you hurt me,
yet, I feel so quiet
when I'm in your arms.

I know your thought
is what haunts me
in every sleepless night.

I know I'll never stop
loving you,
and that's ****** up.

I know I won't feel your
love get back to me
as it should be.

I know that expecting
too much from someone
is the worst thing you can do.

I know, and it keeps hitting me
like your train
against my walls.

I know I'm weak,
but I wasn't made
to overstep this.

I know I'm lost,
and now,
sadly broken.

I know where we are,
and I guess I know
we are so far away.

I know we are galaxies,
falling apart
from each other.

I want us
to be
in collision course.

But we won't.

And the gap will grow,

and grow,

and grow.
and we'll never get back,

and the thought of you

never coming back

to me

haunts me

f o r e v e r
Gabriel Roa Dec 2015
/
everything is so quiet
yet I feel
like I'm falling apart

                                          they said I'd hit the ground
                                                      so hard I could
                                                       barely survive

                                                        ­                    so falling wasn't enough pain
                                                            ­                                now hitting ground,
                                                         ­                        being around while not ok

                                                       I feel so lonely
                                                 and I'm still trying to
                                                            fi­gure out

how and why and
**** **** fuck f///
////////////
///uck

                                                    I've­ got no excuses
                                                         ­  and I know
                                                  cutting my legs hurts

                                                          ­                          and hitting my face hurts
                                                           ­                            and holding my breath
                                                          ­                         until I see darkness hurts

                                                 but nothing, nothing
                                                   matters at all now
                                                     that I just feel so

numb

                                                              erratic

                                                    ­                                                             *empty
just feeling weak
Gabriel Roa Dec 2015
and I feel
like the homeless lover
without any Godot to wait
without any heart to care

and I feel
time goes on and on
and I have moved out
but I'm back where I don't belong

and I feel
that it goes on forever
looking for some eyes
to see myself into

and I feel
I could die any second
and nobody would remember
a little bit of my name

and I feel
this has gone too far
my hope has vanished
and for now

I just wait




and wait






and wait










*and wait
Gabriel Roa Dec 2015
they say
Paris
is the most beautiful
in the rain

*I say
they've never
seen you
in the rain
(you, and your smile)
Gabriel Roa Dec 2015
I see you:
you're dreaming.

about what trees are you hanging?
over what seas are you flying?

why are your eyes so gracefully closed?
how does your lips press each other?

what music sounds inside your heart?
is it the same music we listen to the same moment?

right here,
on the aeroplane / over the sea

I know we are
I know you'll smile

I know your hair dancing to the wind
I know your crossed hands

I know the smell before your rain,
the one you left in stars

I know the music of your silence
or absence of life

I know your sleep
and even there, oh,

I guess I love you even more
than I have ever loved myself
~
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