Our passionate secrecy
Was originally to drown my self-destructive thoughts
Something to drown our misery
But there is a new emotion, and unimaginable destruction it has wrought
I feel so trapped with the happiness around me for others
Never to be shared with me
For we are never meant to be
Not for our hearts at least
I can feel this terrible beast
Welling up from the emptiness we sought to fill
And into the depths of our souls it shall drill
We are together by body and mind
But our hearts will never intertwine
I feel my heartbreak of her fill with want for you
Love to lust, this is what greed will do

I wish I was just the wind,
moving through everyone giving them life, creating power with my strength.
Instead I'm nothing more then a handheld fan, used by those who only need temporary relief,
constantly dieing
without any positive charge.
I could be the sky, vast but the meaning swallow .
when I'm only the atmosphere polluted With everyone's skeleton blocking the stars.
I could've also been what you wanted.
But then again I never was.

Is it all really that simple
Is it just black and white
and if it is which is wrong and which is right
Did I mean nothing that you could just leave me alone
a dimming star in the still of the night
Did I shine once upon a time
Was I ever the bright reflection in your eyes
Was I ever more than fading thoughts and passing goodbyes