Our passionate secrecy
Was originally to drown my self-destructive thoughts
Something to drown our misery
But there is a new emotion, and unimaginable destruction it has wrought
I feel so trapped with the happiness around me for others
Never to be shared with me
For we are never meant to be
Not for our hearts at least
I can feel this terrible beast
Welling up from the emptiness we sought to fill
And into the depths of our souls it shall drill
We are together by body and mind
But our hearts will never intertwine
I feel my heartbreak of her fill with want for you
Love to lust, this is what greed will do