I have struggled
Words fail where hurt threatens inspiration.
See I'm without you baby
It fell apart and the teeth came out
Caught barely of guard
Entirely confused though
See I really thought we had it good
Stupid as I can be about letting you know or investing efforts too late
Baby, you're gone.

With no words in the air
The one we don't know
The reason, and meaning
Our own hidden fear
Be then so well defined
Screams to surface
To paint a face of guilt
Even if there is no basis
Without words well spoken
Thought out, without menace
Empathy, caring and attention
Spoken to clear the fog
That words unspoken bathe in
And insecure fears do dine upon,
Our ties too thin, two lives destined
Will twist and bend, stretching
Until they are apart.

i’m just so tired...
i wish the world would just be
quiet
nothing but silent
no screaming - yelling - noices
or voices
i wish the world
and the voices in my head
would just shut up and be quiet
give me some rest for once
is that really too much to ask for?

*(s.m)

You looked at me with those heavy limpid eyes, tears dissipating into a million endless nights.

The echoing silence piercing through the curious walls, wanting to hear her voice one more time.

I cannot write.
I cannot focus.
You timid maleficent virus,
Who do you think you are?