Hypnotized and,
Captivated by the
Love that led
To a blindness.
The images,
Encompassed
By the once
Warming glow
Lay buried, just
Like a love lost,
So cold.
Once untangled,
Estranged souls
A bond formed,
And we became
entangled by
Love, loss, and regrets.
And it all took
A toll.
Never able
To save ourselves,
We went deeper
In our thoughts
And we ended up,
Digging so far,
That both of us,
Eventually fell
Apart.
Like letters to
A loved one,
That used to
Have the heart
You wrote to me,
And I wrote to you
With a heavy heart.
Once hypnotized
And captivated by the
Love that led
To a blindness.
I sit here in silence,
Surrounded by a deep,
dark sadness
Still wondering why,
I still haven’t gotten
Over all this madness.
Some songs I listen to really get me going emotionally. Especially during a dark period in my life.
It will mark one year since my downfall from grace, and with that downfall, was a former relationship of around 9 years.
Sometimes I romanticize the past, knowing well there were flaws in-between, and tell-tale signs it was headed towards a breakup.
And it frustrates me, nearly a year later, why I haven't fully gotten over it.
I'm starting to think it never goes away.