Sep 24 · 233
Di pa dito nagtatapos

Di ko alam paano magsimula,
Di ko rin kasi alam kung paano "ito" nagsimula.
Kung paano mo ginising
ang puso kong himbing na himbing.
Kung paano mo ginawang makulay
ang boring kong buhay.

Saglit lang ang panahon na tayo'y nagkakilala
Pero sa panahon na yon pinaramdam mo sakin pa'no maging masaya,
Pinaramdam mo sakin kung pa'no tumawa
sa likod ng mga problema.
Binigyan mo ng kahulugan
ang buhay kong walang pakinabang.
Binigyan mo ako ng rason
para gumising at bumangon
sa umaga, at inaasam kong marinig
ang matamis mong tinig,
masilayan ang mga ngiting mong daig pa ang araw
sa pagbigay ng liwanag na sa akin at pumukaw.

Di ko na alam paano paano to tapusin,
Basta't ang alam koy ayaw ko muna to'ng tapusin.

Jun 18 · 384
No Risk, No Reward

There's no reward for those who can't take risks.

I am bounded the question "what if"
           Creating fear,
           Creating anxiety,
           Creating misery.
I am a prisoner of my own thought.

But everything is different with you.
You are the key,
you set me free.
It's like you are my symphony
in this world full of anarchy.
You put color to my dreary world.
You bring life to my lifeless world.

With you, I can do everything,
            No fear,
            no anxiety,
            no misery.
But to you, I am no one.
I am not the one who brings you harmony.
I am not the one who ignites the fire in your heart.
I am not the one that makes your eyes spark.
I am not the one that lights up your world.
I am just a shadow,
who will always be there for you
but still you don't see me
the way I see you.


Now I am back again,
Asking the question "what if?"
If I can't win you,
I can't risk losing you.

Just a friend

Bakit nga ba tayo sumusugal?
Sa mga bagay na wala namang kasiguraduhan.
Sa mga bagay na di natin hawak ang kalalabasan.

Bakit nga ba tayo sumusugal?
Sa mga bagay na gusto nating makamtan,
Pero sa bandang huli ay pwede tayong masaktan.

Bakit nga ba tayo sumusugal?
Kahit alam na nating wala nang pag-asa
Ay pinipilit pa rin nating umasa pa.

Bakit nga ba tayo sumusugal?
Kailangan pa bang idilat tong mga mata,
Para lang mamulat sa katotohanan?

Bakit nga ba tayo sumusugal?
Kahit alam natin na tayoy pwedeng mabigo,
At masaktan ang buo nating pagkatao?
Kasi mas iniisip natin ang posibilidad
Na tayoy maging maligaya,
Yung ramdam mo ang tagumpay,
Yung abot mo na ang pangarap mo sa buhay.

Kung di ka susugal,
Kailan pa?
Kung di ka susugal,
Talo ka na.

I dreamt once,
A realistic trance.
Then I saw you at first glance
But I never had the chance
To hold your hands.

Then I woke up,
And stood up,
Facing the reality
That we might never see
Each other
Forever.

It may be just a dream
Or maybe I'm just insane,
But I could feel your existence.
I know it doesn't make any sense
And it is hard to achieve
But I want to believe
That you are real.
I would kneel
And pray.
I don't care what they'll say.
I would distort space
Just to see your face.
I would bend time
Just for you to be mine.

Time and space is no boundary
To make you my reality.

Dec 2014 · 520
Part ways

As we move on
to the next page of our lives,
always remember
how happy we were,
how we smiled together
how we laughed like its the end of the world.

You can keep my heart,
my fragile heart.
Keep it within your soul,
deep within your heart.

I'll always remember
how you kissed me
while you whisper you loved me.
Always remember that
I will always love you.

Dec 2014 · 1.1k
It sucks

I now understand
the reason why it is called
falling in love

because it hurts.

Nov 2014 · 23.1k
Pagsuko

Parang kailan lang tayo'y nagkasama.
Puno ng ngiti at maliligayang sandali.
Madalas tayong magkausap,
Chat sa gabi, text sa umaga.
Magdamagang pag-uusap sa skype
hanggang sa sumikat ulit ang araw.
Kinaumagahan, nagtatanungan ng
"May lakad ka ba?"
"Gusto mong sumama?"
"Tara, saan?"
"Kahit saan, basta kasama ka."

Minsan gusto kong tumigil ang pagtakbo ng oras
tuwing magkausap at magkasama tayo,
ang bilis kasi, kasing bilis
ng pagtibok ng puso ko tuwing
tinititigan mo ako sa mata.
Di mo namamalayan ang pagtakbo
ng oras 'pag masaya ka.

Kasing bilis rin ng pagtakbo ng oras
pagbabago ng atensyon na ibinigay mo.
Ewan ko na lang ngayon,
kung bakit kadalasan
iniiwan mo na lang ko ng basta-basta.
Hindi ko alam kung saan ako nagkulang.
Kung pwede pa nga lang makasama
kita sa lahat ng oras, ginawa ko na.
Pero hindi rin pwede
kasi may kanya-kanya tayong buhay.

Siguro minahal kita ng sobra-sobra
kaya hindi ko nakita
ang mgapagkukulang at pagkakamali ko.
O kaya ay laro lang sa iyo ang lahat.
Para kasing pinakilig mo lang ako saglit
tapos iniwan mo ako kung kailan mahal na kita.
Iniwan mo ako ng wala man lang sinabing dahilan.

Talo muna ngayon.
Hindi pa naman katapusan ng mundo kaya ngingitian na lang kita.
Jul 2014 · 608
Love Trance

Its haunting me,
the feeling I cannot escape.
I'm lost in this strange maze
with a strange feeling.
Though it sounds like nightmare
but it taste like a beautiful dream.
The sound of music
seems unreal.
It's like a melody, a lullaby
that keeps your heart awake.
The once an empty canvass
now seems to bloom with beauty,
filled with color and piquancy.

This dream isn't done
when I woke up with you.
I'm falling for you.

Jan 2014 · 1.2k
Frozen

She is like a blade of ice,

so sharp and cold,

yet so beautiful

that freezes my heart.

Nov 2013 · 759
Nightmare

It was a rainy, cold night,
In a room full of despair and hate
when darkness devoured
what was left in my humanity.

As I was blinded and lost
I succumb in fear.
My mind goes blank,
my heart stops beating,
my tears started to fall.

It was not just a bad dream,
it was the most horrifying nightmare after all.

Sep 2013 · 577
Everything

You may not see me,
        but I always look at you.
You may not hear me,
        but I always listen to you.
I am may be nothing to you,
        but you are my everything.

Aug 2013 · 865
I can't keep pretending

I'm okay
I'm alright
I can still smile
I can still laugh

There's too much pain to handle
I just lose my self


I hope he loves you
more than I love you..

Jul 2013 · 772
Keep smiling

There's no remedy for a broken heart..

Just keep smiling,
even though it hurts like hell.

Jul 2013 · 963
I'm yours

I may not give you flowers
           but I can give you honesty..
I may not give you chocolates
           but I can give you loyalty..
I may not always be by your side
           but you're always here in my heart..
I may not be romantic
           but I'm always yours..
I may not be your dream guy
           but I just simply love you

Jun 2013 · 350
She's a Thief

Do you know where my heart is?



Someone just stole it away from me.

Jun 2013 · 334
I just want to be with you

In this rainy day,
Everything is so lonely.
No smiles, only tears.
Even I couldn't speak out
The sadness inside of me.

In this rainy day,
Everything is not right.
You're not here with me
Even the sky
cries with me.

I just wanna be with you.

Jun 2013 · 560
Distance Doesn't Matter

I'm always dreaming of holding you
by my side.

Distance doesn't matter,
the further we are apart
the closer I feel you are.

Even my loneliness turns into strength
when I think of you.

Mar 2013 · 623
To be honest

I know there's something
between you,
and it hurts like hell.

Feb 2013 · 794
Cupid Must be Crazy

Cupid must be crazy
For he strikes me at the heart
At the very first time I saw you.

Cupid must be crazy
For he strikes you at the heart
When you're not looking at me.

Now I'm becoming crazy
Looking at your dazzling smile,
Listening to your sweet voice,
Feeling the sway of your hair,
Without you noticing
I've been there all the time.

It's just the way it is,
Cupid is just f**kin' crazy
Playin' with my heart.

Feb 2013 · 579
Friend-zone

It always starts in friendship,

but

sometimes it also ends in there,
nothing more.

Feb 2013 · 825
Loser? I don't think so

Maybe
I don't have the strength
   I am weak
I don't have the intellect
   I am foolish
I don't have the talent
   I am embecile
I don't have the skill
   I am feeble

All I have is God
and the heart to fight
and the will to push through.

Feb 2013 · 524
Let go

Close your eyes.
You'll see the world
inside your dream.
Wonderful isn't it?
All you need,
everything you've wanted,
It's all in there.
I know that  in that world
you've been dreaming of,
I don't exist in there.
I know you're happy,
And I don't want to ruin it.
I just have to let go
even if there's no one like you.
You're my only one
but I have to let go.

Feb 2013 · 1.5k
Endure

There's a fire
that's burning my very soul
It scorches like hell.

There's a cold
that's freezing my heart
It bites with misery.

Madness growing on the inside
With fear shackles the light.
Darkness taking the lead,
controlling this black heart.
Evil is dominating
devouring my black soul.

Enduring with what's left
in my humanity.

After every darkest night,
A very bright morning will rise.

Feb 2013 · 540
You're my World

They said,
Smile to the world
and the world will smile back to you.


So I smiled
But, you didn't smile back.

Feb 2013 · 820
Relentless

This is my way,
just stay away.

No one can stop me
This is my dream
This is my everything
Every breath,
Every tears,
Every sweat,
Every blood,
           I would give it all.

This is my way,
get out of my way,
just stay away.

Jan 2013 · 392
Hit in the balls (10 W)

What's the most
excruciating pain
a man could ever feel?

Jan 2013 · 676
I am me

Immaturity,
that's what they called it.

Immature,
that's how they see me.

Childish,
that's how they treat me.

But,
I say
It's my life
It's my style
It's my way of living life to the full.

Jan 2013 · 543
Heart-struck (10W)

Everytime
you look at me
my heart skips a beat.

Jan 2013 · 301
I want you to know

You're there,
I can see you smile,
I can hear you laugh,
I can feel you're joy,

but
I just want you to know
that I'm here,
silently in love.

Jan 2013 · 471
Tonight

I closed my eyes
and lie down
with so many burdens
to carry on my shoulders.

I closed my eyes
and rest,
thinking will I
ever wake up tomorrow?

I closed my eyes
and pray,
hoping to see
the bright light again.

Jan 2013 · 676
Hungry

I look at the fridge..
                                 ..empty.
I look at my wallet..
                                 ..empty.
I look at your picture..
                                 ..instantly I'm full.

Jan 2013 · 632
She's out of my league

I'm just a five
She's a perfect ten
I'm just a nobody
She's so popular
I'm just a loser
She's the hottest girl in town

I can't win her
I just know.

Jan 2013 · 424
Life Path

Anything can be out of order
even winds changes direction,
even big trees fall down,
even water dries up,
even sun will be covered by the moon.

Human is no different
life is full of uncertainties,
life is full of mysteries,
life is full of possibilities.

Jan 2013 · 451
Oh why?

I planned,
I practiced,
I mastered,

but when I'm in front of you
still I'm silenced.

Jan 2013 · 508
I'm Fired up!

Everything doesn't seem right,
Everything is out of my control.

I always lose,
They always kick my ass,
         shove me away,
         ignored me,
         as if I don't exist.
They spit on my pride
but it doesn't shook me
I stand hard,
I looked up,
I believed.

They inspired me to be stronger
I'm fired up!

Jan 2013 · 304
I Believe

Everything has its time
maybe not now,
             not later,
         or not ever,
but still I believe.

Jan 2013 · 1.3k
Frustration

When you thought you're just a kid
When you thought you're all alone
When you thought everything is gone
When you thought there's no home
When you thought this is the end.

I'm doomed.

Dec 2012 · 541
Smile

Wake up
Rise to a new day
Feel the sunshine
Feel the happiness
Feel the essence of His son's birthday
it's Christmas
forget all the worries
'tis the season to smile.

Nov 2012 · 632
Slacker (10W)

I will do it
now..

maybe later..
it can wait.

Nov 2012 · 948
I'm Not Alone

Pride..
Ego..
I don't need anyone but myself.


Walking around the corner
alone with my shadow.
Listening to the silence
like a deaf and mute with no one to talk to.

I've been in hard times
struggling to survive on my own
with no one to lean on
like a bamboo standing strong.

But each day,
living becomes tougher,
my heart is so severed,
that it couldn't hold on much longer.

Until you came
Giving me new hope,
a reason to live,
a reason to love.

I don't want to alone anymore,
I just want to be with you always.
Please stay by my side.

Oct 2012 · 1.3k
Emotionless

A heart only beats
nothing less, nothing more.

Fake smiles, fake tears
no sorrow, no joy
no love I can feel
There's nothing but emptiness inside.

Aug 2012 · 943
Confused

What do I have?
I don't have anything
but fear.
I'm always last of the line
having no one, alone.
They once believed in me
but I screwed up
now I'm confused,
what should I do
to clear things up?
Fuck this shit!

May 2012 · 2.9k
I Hate Being the Nice Guy

I’m a fool
I’m stupid
A dickhead
This is what
Being a nice guy is
Always waiting
For the right moment
For the right place
That never came.
Yeah, I’m a fool
Letting her go.

still incomplete yet..
hoping for feedbacks
May 2012 · 308
Out of Tune

I’m out of my rhythm
Shaking and chilling
Though my heart is bursting
With fire
Full of hate and despair
I’m out of my melody
Swaying on one side only
I wish I could
But no matter what I do
It’s still the same
There’s nothing but pain
It already swallowed me
Hate and despair
I’m out of my harmony
Digging deep into my misery
Sinking into oblivion
Without love and hope
I’m out of tune.

Mar 2012 · 344
...stay...

that one moment
we're together

feels just like
an eternity

Mar 2012 · 4.1k
Determination

My head had gone rough
no I can't, that's enough
never had a chance to laugh
still my heart is standing tough

Mar 2012 · 1.2k
aspire

I was thinking
why was I pushing myself
to what I can't do
to what my body can't handle
to what my head won't work

then I realize
it's what I want
it's what I need
it's what I love

Mar 2012 · 427
I have to..

Return to what I used to be
Reclaim my lost glory
Recover the deepest wounds
Retrieve my lost time
Restart a new life.

just some thought..
I've been struggling in my past exams, there's so much work to do..
Mar 2012 · 625
Young and Free (10W)

Call it whatever you want


I call it having fun.

Feb 2012 · 365
Alone with you

This night,
I looked at the stars above
remembering the past
that we've been together,
those moments of laughter
those moments you cry on my shoulder,
those moments that our lips touched each other,
those moments that we felt like in heaven,

but that was just a memory,
a fragment of the past
and I am left here

alone...

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