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helena alexis Jan 2018
you’re like my own personal drug
my drug of choice ranges from
rolling you up like a joint

to snorting you like coke
or shooting you up like ******
and sometimes popping you
like a xanax

to even placing
you on my tongue
like a tab of acid

and when i’m without you
I get horrible withdrawals
i cry myself to sleep sometimes

i have to be with you at all times
or else i’ll go crazy you make me
forget all the bad things you make
me feel something like i’m wanted

i’m addicted to you
helena alexis Jan 2018
often i picture us laying down together
under the stars on a chilly summer night
feeling the cold wet grass under our bodies
as we look at each other our eyes filled with
nothing but love and pure bliss with little soft
kisses in between placed on our lips while saying
“i never want this to end”

often i picture us holding hands walking down a busy
street in the winter morning with cars honking all around us and people walking back and forth
our hands intertwined as i look up at you softly
placing my lips on your cheek i feel your smile forming

i picture all of these scenarios with you almost everyday
playing over and over in my head but the sad reality is
i don’t know you all that well we barely exchange words only a “how are you” and “how was your day” every once in a while I sneak glances at you and i
can feel your eyes on me sometimes but other than
that we have nothing i just want to be with you is that
too much to ask?
I just want him to be mineeeee
helena alexis Jan 2018
in 2017 i’ve had many drunken nights
laughing and giggling as the alcohol takes
over my body making new friends every second

in 2017 i’ve gotten high feeling euphoric and calm
with glossy bloodshot eyes as I continuously take hit after hit letting the drugs take control

in 2017 i had a stable job at a restaurant meeting new people everyday smiling and taking their order and that’s where I got close to him I got to know him

in 2017 i graduated high school feeling accomplished that I had completed 4 years of dreadful school no more roaming the halls or skipping class

in 2017 i met him at work we got to know each other bonding over little things I’ve ridden in his car multiple times and I’ve realized that I’m infatuated


in 2018 i will be strong i will focus on my writing
trying to write one poem a day about anything that
comes to mind
helena alexis Dec 2017
little did you know
seeing your name across
my screen made my stomach
do flips and my heart flutter
he followed me back on instagram:)
helena alexis Dec 2017
it was a late Thursday night
and the restaurant was reaching
closing time the petite girl had her
hair in a straight messy bun as she had her earbuds in blasting her favorite song

she was sweeping the floors while dancing as she glanced over her shoulder to see if the tall brown eyed boy she liked had left yet

as she was sweeping she noticed the boy about to
walk out the door to leave

“wait! before you go give me a hug” she said
with a slight shy smile on her face as she walked over
to the boy with his hat turned backwards and his earbuds in

he grinned as he opened his arms preparing himself
got her tiny embrace, wrapping his arms around her
for a quick 5 seconds

“what was all that for?” he asked as he almost walked out the door

“oh it’s just that I’m not gonna see you for the next week so I’d thought I’d say goodbye” she said shyly, blushing a tiny bit

“aw well I’ll see you when you get back and have a happy Christmas” he said walking out the door to his car

being in his arms
made her feel safe
he felt like home
love working with him
helena alexis Dec 2017
hold my thighs
lick me as if i’m
the only source
of liquid left on
this earth

devour me like
an animal
pinning me down
lapping me up
as if you were a dog
on an extremely hot day
;)
helena alexis Dec 2017
it’s like the universe
is finally on my side
the sun and the earth
have finally aligned

i used to never be able
to talk to you i was shy
like a scared little mouse
waiting for the opportunity
to take its beloved cheese

now we talk all the time
about little things just
getting to know one
another day by day

going from having no physical
contact whatsoever to hugging
you once in a blue moon is nice

seeing your name pop up on my
screen saying “__ started
following you” makes my heart
flutter and my stomach jump for joy

you have no idea how in like i am
with you and we’re finally getting
somewhere
getting somewhere w my boy :)
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