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2.3k · Jan 2019
weak
girasol Jan 2019
your strength means
pretending i don't matter
you tear me down with your rejection
that is not strength
strength comes from love
1.6k · Jan 2019
facts
girasol Jan 2019
i hope she knows
someone else loves you
more than she ever will
1.2k · Jan 2019
battle
girasol Jan 2019
My heart screams
I love you
My head interjects
F**k him
1.0k · Nov 2019
Growth
girasol Nov 2019
The hardest part is not that I miss you
The hardest part is not that I think about you constantly
The hardest part is not that I fantasize about you
The hardest part is not that I still love you
The hardest part is that you don’t have the courage to fight for me
The hardest part is realizing that although you act like a man, you’re still only a boy
The easiest part is realizing I’ve outgrown you and your insecurities
920 · Sep 2019
no more
girasol Sep 2019
Daily conflicts between I miss you and I need to love me more
You disappear when your world is perfect
You reappear when you're alone
I've been constant  - always present
Always ready to give you all
I said no more
I am not an option you get to choose
829 · Apr 2019
123...
girasol Apr 2019
Jinx
Not it
The game my heart plays
With your disorienting love
721 · Nov 2019
For others
girasol Nov 2019
I am kind
I am compassionate and understanding
People know when I love them because I love hard
I am caring
I listen
I acknowledge
I give feedback that doesn’t hide the truth but isn’t harsh
All these things I am
For others
But not for me
704 · Jan 2019
Still
girasol Jan 2019
I love you. Still.
Forever a secret
Between my heart and
The silence that engulfs me
656 · Mar 2019
comparing
girasol Mar 2019
His eyes are a different color
His hand in mine feels odd
His words sound familiar
His strength more obvious
His love more secure
622 · Feb 2019
One
girasol Feb 2019
One
I have my mother’s hands
She’s always with me
I am her
She is me
We are one
574 · Jan 2019
Shining
girasol Jan 2019
You gave me the moon
You gave me the stars
I brought the sun
Together, we made our world spin
Apart, I am still the sun
Your love was great, but your departure does not diminish me. I am still the sun.
559 · Sep 2019
self love
girasol Sep 2019
means allowing yourself to give up
means breaking your own heart to save whats left
means forgiving
means gifting yourself a chance to heal
193 · Mar 2020
no more words needed
girasol Mar 2020
in the end
after you’ve exhausted every word
when it’s time to move on
you do

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