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We were matter and energy
That came together.

You were the planet
Which I orbit.

We were the stars
In binary system.

You were the Galaxy
Nearest to me.

We were like sun and comet
Coming back to each other.

You were the life
In my far away world.

I tell you this
And this alone.

*The universe came to be
When you and I happened.
I didn't notice you,
I didn't care,
I've been reckless,
So in the end I was the one hurt,
I wish I've noticed you before,
I wish I've been careful with you,
I wish is all I can say now.
Trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower
so no one can hear you,
waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything that hurt you
so bad that you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.
Since the day you went away
I just wanna close my eyes 'til i sleep
Cause I rather see you in my dreams
Than wake up without you
Your love is like the rain
After i had enjoyed the best of you
Next thing i know is
i am on my bed wrapped in blankets
cause i am sick but still happy
I am not alone.

but I am sitting here with no company to keep
and so I feel lonely

I am not ugly.

but still I stare at this reflection as if it will change
and so I don't feel all that pretty

I am not stupid.

but here I am questioning what the hell is wrong with me
and so I feel inferior

I am not crazy.

but here I am.
and again.

I am questioning everything that is me

from the fabric I am wearing to the very fabric of my being
I am laying powder and sprouting mountains

I am surrounding myself with negativity
and somehow I am feeling so alive when I know I shouldn't be

I am not happy.

and I can say everything that I am not
but I can not figure out what I am feeling

I am not okay.

But my heart is beating
and so I keep trying
i held onto something that never really mattered to you
Some line from the song of Darren Espanto "Stuck". I only added two words from the line. Go! check out his song its awesome. :)
Special mention to the original writer of the title. I just copy it somewhere. sorry. Just message me if you want me to edit it. :)
I am speechless
and enjoying every second.
God saw my broken life
and lovingly wrecked it.
Took all the things I could never heal,
and mended them with love and peace.
He made miracles happen inside me.
Now there's something living
where there once was only death
And I can't help but find myself giving
Him my every breath.
surrender.
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