My iced coffee and your warm coffee infront of each other,
my blushing cheeks and your damp umbrella.

Our bed time stories filling up the distance between us two,
and before you know it,
time was up and we need to part ways.

You opened up your umbrella and walked away without saying goodbye and all I did was watch your black shirted figure walking farther and farther away.

Music flying across the room like the wind,
Sun spilling it's secret into this suffocating place,
Roasted beans and spilling vanilla ice cream all over the room,
You and your beloved cigarettes,
And me drinking my bittersweet caramel latte.

It was as cold as snow,
As quiet as the morning dew,
And as lonely as two people staring at their own walls and ceilings,
Waiting for the other one to reply their text.

Meeting you was like falling in love for the first time,
I was attracted to your charms yet I'm scared of the outcome.

your sharp witted thoughts,
endearing smile,
and your sharp mouth.

you were like the big blue ocean,
so harsh yet calming.

and yet,
I still love you and hate you for everything that
happened between the both of us.

As I see you holding her heart and her doing the same thing,

I will be here–

Mourning over my heart you once hold and eventually crush

For I have loved you till he leave,
Scraping every single bits and pieces of your broken heart,
But you talk about him as if he's still here loving and taking you back into his arms.

He is sweet,
Like the cotton candy I bought last Thursday.
He would ask me to play games in our phones for hours,
and whenever he win or lose he would keep count each and every day we played.

He is warm,
Like one big blanket on a rainy day,
He called me at 01:00 A.M just to remind me to study for our upcoming test at school.

I love him,
as much as I love the people in my past,
He would take me home and said he was scared of the cemetery infront of my house,
and he asked me to stay for a little while so he could have some company that night.

and today he scold me because I didn't eat yeasterday,
it was kind of weird,
but strangely... I love it

I dreamt about you last night,
it was truly surreal.

you hugged me from behind on that very road,
and as I woke up, I told myself that it was just a dream,
yet I smelled your scent on my shirt.

then my dream continue as I fall deeper and deeper into my sleep,
I saw you again; smiling at the sight of me,
I asked your friend and she said "He have been boasting about you and him hugging you all day long!"
and that scorching blush I felt on my cheeks and chest was surreal too.

us holding each others hands in front of the reddish orange sunset on the beach,
us hugging in front of my hotel room.

all of that is just one of my stupid dream.