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Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
In the "Warwick Arms".


There's a girl wearing fake fur

of yesteryear's youth, weighing

out sexiness in the number

of beers she can afford.

How much oblivion

an unimaginative mind can take

is equal to the power of

a beached whale

drawing it's last breath.

The Russian wipes his moustache

turns around & smirks

that she's somewhat

under-dressed for the long winter.



Going to Japan.



Pink rain:

I could walk through it,

sweet-wrapped.

And the rice-blank  past

would be ample weight in my hand.

Like that of roses, remembered.

In a Murakami bar,

octopi would reach out

& dangle questions.

As a thousand pair of eyes

ask me to give the lesson

no-one ever taught me.

That they alone know.

That only pink rain understands.
' The Warwick Arms' is a pub near me....the poem is a sketch of the time a Russian friend of ours came to stay with us for a few days & how we went there for a drink..

by 'Pink rain' in the second poem I mean Cherry Blossom, for which Japan is famous...& by Murakami  bar I guess I was thinking of Haruki Murakami, one of Japan's most famous novelists...
These are old poems from way back, written about four years ago...I never got to Japan & don't know if I'll ever go there now but who cares, at least I have a poem about it....
Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
when I was eight
I saw it
sat on it's swings
mother in the shops
only when
we tried to find it again
it wasn't there
or maybe
it just got lost
amidst
the concrete labyrinth
of the city

------

walking back
through there
waiting to vanish
along with it
like chalk dust
cappuccino in my hand
years later
I saw the ghost
of myself
so clearly
as if I could
reach out & touch her

------

better we had stayed ghosts
than ever entered the present
Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
an anthracite & brown mass undulating seagulls' lost cries
& the summertime fishermen are gone
& you no longer wear that red dress, Carmen
sifting through ***** Sea foam
for periwinkles & pecten raveneli*
no longer barefoot on the Beach
& a child no longer asks for ice cream
the trees,  rabid in their colors,
age creeps in with the increasing litter
& the stars shine coldly now
& the wind is picking up
the drifting remains of love
& packing them away
until Christmas
* periwinkles & pecten raveneli - are different types of Seashell
Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
Tis' only poetry, sweet poetry
that lingers on my mind

that haunts the drunken moon
that lovers whisper in the shadows

Tis' only poetry, sweet poetry
that rescues us from sorrows & ourselves

that the Sea sings in it's lullabies
& that the oppressor fears

Tis' only poetry, sweet poetry
that lingers after death has tolled

it's dark, dark bell
Richer than the gift of any king-

behold!
Sweet Poetry!
It's National Poetry day today in the UK so I thought I'd celebrate by writing this poem!
Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
Yeah, if I ever get there
one day I will be far away
somewhere
between heaven & hell
in the only land
my ancestors
ever knew
a stranger in my own homeland
struggling to translate
my surroundings
& far away from you
& all this madness
of  those who would
call me mad
back to where
there's no black mark
next to my name
& where no-one yet knows
my pain
can you erase the past
& re-write your future
I'm going to try
& save the best dance for you
the one you won't see
from a distance
but which will be beautiful
& I'll be looking at Moscow
holding it's iron snow
between my palms
& walking the same
streets that made
my skin & bones
one day, if I ever get there
& each night
the wind will sing to me of you, boy
& of the future we never had
& of the green & pleasant hills
I left behind
but I'll be walking those Moscow streets
getting used to new heartbeats
yeah some day,
if I ever get there
one day I'll be far away
& some say love is blind
so I'll be wearing that blindfold
so as not to slip up
I might end up back where I was born soon.. it's been 22 years since I was last there but certain circumstances in my life are sort of putting me into the position of maybe being forced to go back there soon & abandon my current life... & who knows... it might even be for the best...too much **** has happened to me in the last 3 years... & I just want to leave it all behind..& move to somewhere that knows nothing of what happened to me ( yet)
Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
Are you a Rainbow Child?
Bright colors imprinted
from birth upon your eyelids?
Believing we are not to be judged
nor chained by the accident
of where we came out
of our mothers' wombs,
what language our parents spoke
but by the rail tracks
that took us to new worlds
the languages our hearts learnt
believing that the journey, not the origin
nor even the destination
is what matters
do you believe
in the Glory found in
watching the starlight
of some foreign sky
& to proclaim this sky
& starlight as your own
believing in the music
of your Soul
are you a Rainbow Child
or are you a grey day
a turtle
in a shell
clinging to one people
& one place
able only to crawl
& hide inside it
upon contact
with the world
tell me,
because
I really want to know
I am a self confessed rainbow child, ha ha.
I had an international/multicultural upbringing & am tired of people from monocultural backgrounds/upbringing (including, sadly, my mother & my some of my friends) referring to/judging me & my life as based upon the place I was born, my ethnic origins, my parents' culture..I am none of those things.. my life is bigger & richer than that.
Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
Mp3
I seek your legalized ghost -
fold autumn's changing leaves
into my meagre words
& acorns & chestnuts
the way the starlight
dreams of the winter cold
the mill wheel of ***** Mills
the cafes with their chatter
all the things you can no longer see
& the kitchen radio is blasting ' Queen'
your favorite band with their hit
' Will somebody find me somebody to..'
I switch off at the last word
suddenly, just the way you switched off your life
It was recently the 10th anniversary of the day one of my teenage friends  committed suicide aged 21. He was somewhat of a musician & occasionally I still find myself going to his website, listening to his songs & his voice, echoing from the other world to me.
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