I write you in angsty lines
wild moments
untouched spaces
raucous instants
I try so hard to write you
out of that crack-ed box
out of perceived notions
out of you in real life
out of this universe
but the truth is
there was never any box
and you were the universe yourself
there were so many more edges to you
sides and shades and depths
that I could never grasp
you are insane and beautiful
and genius and narcissistic and
everything I could want to be
nothing I could hope to be
You once said no one on earth
was sane, and there were people
who weren't fully crazy,
but none that were not
and I saved your words
on my desktop, thinking you had
the world figured out
But as I read your social media
at midnight and on tired afternoons
I realize you are only just
learning life like the rest of us
and we all stumbled through
with scraped knees and tear stains
the only difference was
when the waves receded,
you emerged like a king
Does anyone know Heechul?