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Cjf Jun 2018
Que
‪I'm at my highest with you‬
‪feeling so unbalanced without you.. ‬
‪but for you its a wall of chemically made malice for you‬
‪It's because of you‬
‪Why I feel like I cry most with you‬
‪You're the person who could make me die with you‬
‪But you're hiding too‬
‪You make me confide in you‬
‪And I feel as if I am one with you‬
‪But you‬
‪Are you only alive when your inside of me?‬
‪When we're laughing.. do I make you feel that comfortableness to reside with me?‬
‪When you hold me do you feel like we're one in two?‬
‪Or am I just here for you?‬
‪What am I to you?‬
‪You have the darkest sides to me‬
‪The sides no one is ever allowed to see‬
‪You have all of my secrets I trust you to keep‬
‪But is my vulnerability ‬
‪Too much of a responsibility ‬
‪That makes your passion into passivity?‬
‪What can I do..‬
‪To make you not alone..‬
‪To be more than just your play zone..‬
‪What can I do?‬
  Jun 2018 Cjf
aviisevil
find me and tell me,
that it wasn't easy.

blind me and sell me,
hell with me, i wasn't easy.

mind me and spell me,
paint me in dusk and daisies.

remind me of the hell in me,
tell me, how it consumed me maybe..

baby, lately.. it's been...
it's been hazy.

if you ever find love,
find me and tell me
that I wasn't crazy.

it was always true.
Cjf Apr 2018
shes an aggressive and silent lover
she'll take her nails and leave fiery red marks all across your back in an exclamation, warning others that she was there and they cant compete to the sensation she gave. She'll mold her way around you and yield the control to you, but dont you know, its she who holds the power? She'll moan your name like its a prayer and the way she makes your spine tingle will have you wondering if shes the actual religion.
Cjf Apr 2018
if i was to compare you to weather you would be spring, for how refreshing you are & how you make my heart bloom like a flower after a really long winter. You would be summer because of the way you make me melt with your words, no matter how ridiculously cheesy. Your phrases, the way you say things and think, how everything out of you is more sweeter than the most ripest watermelons on 4th of July. Honestly, youre the fireworks in my eyes. You would be winter for how toasty you make my insides feel when you proclaim that im a piece of your happiness. When you reassure me that im better than what anyone thinks, even myself. Finally, youre autumn. For how you changed me from being very cynical of people, to offering a person if they need help with anything because when i see them struggling i think of what you would do. From red leaves to warm yellow. Truthfully, you changed my outlook on people & the world. myself, as well. But mostly, because of how fast and hard im falling for you. I appreciate it & you so much. So thank you for being you without trying, or so much as an effort to being a better person than most
Cjf Apr 2018
this is for you and the way my words are better written then coming out of my mouth. For you and the way you always say exactly what goes on in your head and being articulate and brave enough to say it. every single word i write down is what i want to say, but what freezes halfway up my throat. So, this is for you because you make me want to be brave.
Cjf Apr 2018
its as if my heart before you turned itself into a molded casting of a normal heart; functioned just the same as everyone else's, but it forgot how to love and how to be loved. it forgot how to be vulnerable to the aspects of another person caring for my heart. and so its with you, that my young fragmented fragile heart, is breaking the casting and growing into something so much more deserving for someone like you. this heart wants to be yours. so please keep keep it
safe
  Dec 2016 Cjf
Deadwood Haiku
deadwood haiku is
exactly what the **** it
sounds like, *******
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