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Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

Cyrus Khounesavath

As time grew, so did we.
I still think about the words
You've said to me.

The laughs fade to grey,
Smiles to black.
Just thinking of your eyes
Almost brings the time back.

Now that you're gone,
I can say

We were two leaves of the same tree.
Destined to fall.
Never to stay.

#grow #laugh #fade #smile #eyes #gone #leaves #destiny #fall #love

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

I'm fine I think

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

Alex

I'm fine I think

headaches
almost daily

get up too fast
i'm dizzy

Stomach growls
I'm not hungry

but I swear I'm fine

popping pills
To fix my head

it's getting harder
To leave my bed

all my demons
Want me dead

but I swear I'm fine

I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine

I think...

I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

3:30 AM

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

N

3:30 AM

I cannot utter what
is bothering my soul

Perhaps it is the fire
of my own mind

The same fire that
kept me warm was
the one to burn me

Or perhaps it is the
unbearable weight of
my sleepless eyelids

I haven’t been sleeping lately, and I no longer want to take my meds. The downward spiral of doom is back once again.

#insomnia #sleepless #depressed #burned #old #fire #fatigued #spiral #doom

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

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Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

N

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Every time I hear the word “love”
I think going
warmth
and then going
(don’t)

#love #pleas

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

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Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

N

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Dearest one to my heart
Can you help, I’ve been longing
for every feather of your lashes?

You’ve deserted me,
and I’ve forgotten what
the word warmth meant

Maybe you are
the word warmth,
or maybe you are
the word silence

I talk to you,
but you don’t talk back

So instead of melting into
your cruel frigid hands,
I will melt into your deadly silence,
somehow that’s where I found warmth

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

I'd just wait, what if?

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

TAW

I'd just wait, what if?

If I write a  poem about you,
Using all the imaginations that roars in my head about us.
I fear I'd not just fill a paper, I'd fill my fears.
With the drinks of, What if your hands don't end up in mine?
Or sadly your heart loses the tune of my voice?
What if your lips loses the taste of the words you would have said to me?

Or suddenly, your nose can no longer smell the aroma of our love because all seasoning had been stopped?

My too much a love, what if your ears gets blocked?
And finally your one or two of your knees refuses to get down?

I'd just wait!
Just wait rather  than run into a wrong future.
Cause what I have with you is right.
I will enjoy my now.
Leave the imaginations for  fear...?
What if I'd just wait.

©️Taw

I'm excited. My first poem here, do follow me

#love #fears #wait #relationship #proposal #marriage

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

Hatred

Feb 2021 c a r o l i n e

mr moon man

Hatred

you feel it now, don't you
the hatred clawing away at your mind, tearing apart your sanity
yelling at you to let it loose, demanding to let them feel your wrath
but don't let it out, don't let it free
because once it is out, it will never go back
It will bring you satisfaction, but at a cost
the cost of your very soul

something that's been on my mind, lately almost everything has been making me mad to the point that it's boiling into hatred. But my hatred will never get out

#anger #hatred #soul