You have sunk deeply in my heart and more deeply still each day like sinking in a bottomless quicksand.

And I think I'll fall endlessly to your love like an airplane descending but never lands.

I am he
   who blistered and
   purpled his aching
   fingers, upon playing
   the saddest, dissonant
   melodies out of
   his old, untuned
   guitar, whose strings
   of somber used-to-be's
   he ceaselessly strummed
   and plucked under
   the dullest starless
   night sky; and
   sing of his
   weeping heart the
   poetry of melancholy
   notes half-composed.

It is me--
   the lone guitarist
   on broken avenue
   who never stopped
   playing his love
   song of rue
   since you left--
   whose only lyrics
   is your name
   and your words
   he dearly kept.

1000 nights of you
500 days without you
It only took one day to fall in love with you.
Im glad I share it with you.
I love you.

I'm sorry for everything-
I've said,
I've done,
I've promised,
I've lied,
To you.
I'm sorry for telling you that,
I want,
I need,
I love,
You.
I'm sorry that i showed,
Too much affection,
Too much care,
Too much love,
Too much attention,
On you.
I'm sorry because you're always the answer to all these question:
Who i want?
Who i need?
Who i love?
* It always end with YOU. *

-J.D.P