You never said no,
I never got a clear yes,
Others came by
I said I would wait for you .

Then I waited long,
You kept me waiting,
I never got my answer .

I am still waiting after many years ,
You moved on  while ago.

My life passed by without  you,
You are now with somebody.
I am with somebody.

But I wanted to be with you.

Life is not fair .

Some people die without love.
Some people live wasting their love .

there are eight windows,
there are  nine doors,
under our skin.
Some see them
Some don't.
But I know you never saw yours-
Otherwise , you would find me in there,
inside of your heart.

There was a time
when I used to love you
you were my  girl
you were in my day dream.

There was a time
when you used to love me
you were crazy for me
now you just don't remember.

There was a song you sang to me
It was "our song"

So I tried to forget everything
Keep myself away from you

The time fades away our memory
Time makes distance among us.

Now whenever I hear "our song"
I got  carried away by the song
I find you right next to my heart
Even after many years we apart.

After you left our chat
at the warm corner of that quite cozy room.
Long after the scents you left in the air were gone,
And the sincerity you had, were not around any more,
I waited few more hopeless moments.
Then I did my best but failed to be sincere as you were,
Then I waited few more moments to find your flavor in the air.

But  the dust full past showed up.
I saw an adorable unruly boy, looking at me,
As if I was seeing my past  in front of me in that cozy room.
We were looking at each other blink less; until , it was really late.
Then the boy left with proud face.
And I was very confused , because you were gone.

I thought I should go home.
I stand up; and I tried to find the door to get out that cozy room,
A dark round hole showed up in place of that door,
In there, I saw someone lighten a bunch of fragrance
By my own dead body.

I started feeling body less
I could not find me in that room
Not at that moment, not ever.
My body was vanished.

I saw my dead body in that black dark hole
I got a sniff of  death
And I sunk in death.

When you left.

It's fall
The leaves decorate the nature
The dark sky appears at the background,

The old mother is sick,
She is sad and hopeless.
The old eyes says it all-
Unemployment, no rent, no food for next day
So the lady wants to die,
Just can't take it anymore.

The dark sky shadows your fall festival.
Your beautiful leaves will fall
When the sky will cry,
When our mother will die.

I know, there are miles between us.

When someone smile at me just because
When someone give me a company without any reason
When someone just pay for the next person who needs change
They all reminds me your kindness and you.

I find your black long hair whenever I see some dark Columbus Clouds at the east corner of the sky.
During the rain, Nips fall by the back allay,
Your favorite flower remind you every rainy summer.
Whenever I walked at night by the quite neighborhood-
and hear Samina's soft song.
My heart start singing with your song like a spring bee.
Each Starry Starry night, I lost myself in you.

Somehow you seems to be everywhere.
You live around me in a distance of one hair.
I can see you around me everyday all year.

Although I may never just touch you anymore.