Loving you from afar is like admiring a flower that I refuse to pick. Simply taking a picture would never be as fulfilling as holding it in my hands but it's beauty remains for others to experience for generations if I refrain from affecting it's benevolent state. I planted you, a young seed in the desert only to watch you germinate amongst a lush forest teeming with fertility. You spawn roots from nothingness in a ploy to recreate love in my image. Predators lust after your flesh but your roots remain firm in the soil. You pray as I pray to the sun with veins full of water and energy. I see distorted reflections of myself in your essence and therefore sacrifice my passion, in the name of appreciating life

Firm hold of a stressful release
The real ease...
Is music to your heart in skilled keys
Closed noted memories unlock the liberties
that now potentially send me back to infinity
So this delivery came from the enigmatic entity
That never ceased empathy for any arch enemy
And even when the serpent brought the sin into the synergy
Symmetry was just a waste of energy
Only the incompetent compete for skin identity
Stab it with a label, still the same color when you bleed
Blind folded you could truly peep what the spirit speaks
Monologue with nonsense on your conscience and you'll miss the speech

Constant request for ***
But with frequency and no rest
Comes duress and your value lessens
So how much is it worth if I can...
Always expect it but cant respect it,
See truth dissected...
We cut, got Love and Lust
But somehow kept the two connected

You threatened you would pull the plug if we're not newly wedded
But tried to holler at like all of my potential best men
Yelling my name and countless others in your dialect then
Your constant cry for acceptance
Is what got you rejected

Lying to yourself can harm the universe
The truth it hurts
That's more than just a bunch of rhyming words to fit into the verse

It's time to pay attention to the things we never do in church
You really think you're blessed because you paid tithes to the church?

Couple more dollars on the plate
But now you're doing worse
Dummy keep your money and your patience
Let him do his work

Looking for the meaning of life without a Google search?
All roads lead your soul
Right back to rebirth

There's an innocence to her
A purity I'd rather not taint
But enjoy for the moment
There is no lying in her
She is free of sin
Flowing with the wind and the waves of the ocean
She changes form but never loses substance
I witness her becoming and unraveling
In a never ending cycle
Of creation and chaos
I suspend, hypnotized
In awe of all that it is
To be free