Put all my pain in a tarnished picture frame,
I look back on it and never forget from where I came,
I appreciate the sun more so because of the rain,
No act of love is ever committed in vain,
Too often we forget that every life matters,
Peace is up high and hope is the ladder,
We are all one and the pieces are just scattered,
They say the heart breaks but it could never shatter,
I will never find the words to explain this beauty,
I can just feel its light because it runs through me,
For so long I let my own mind fool me,
Untill I acknowledged being myself was a divine duty.

Do your best
Do your worst
Sate my hunger
Quench my thirst.
Do it now
but take your time
sip me slowly
blow my mind.
Make me *****,
fill me up
overflow my devils cup,
leave me breathless
leave me raw
leave me always,
wanting more.

When I was little I used to think that monsters were apart of a fairy tale. That nothing as terrible as these gruesome creatures could harm me in real life. But then I started to notice them in the people I saw. The girl in my class who teased and taunted was a monster. The teacher who made me sob and screamed loudly was a monster. And the biggest monster of all was the reflection in my bedroom mirror. The girl who held it all in for the world but became something different when all alone. What happens when the thoughts in your head are sicker then the demons lying underneath your bed. I've come to conclusions that demons and monsters aren't just a fairy tale, they don't just stay hidden in books and movies, they are real. But instead of being under my bed or behind a closet door, they live in the darkest place of all, my mind.

Everyone is going to have a bad day from time to time, don't take it personally, just let them be.
2.Tell the people you love that you love them all the time and everyday, they need to know.
3.It's never to late to accomplish what you want.
4.Take care of yourself, get the sleep you need, take a warm bath or eat a meal, it will be okay.
5.If you're not in a relationship, it's not the end of the world. You're still beautiful and you always will be, regardless if you're with someone or not.
6.Enjoy the simpler pleasures like sitting on the beach or reading a book to ensure ultimate happiness.
7.Take pride in what you love, no matter what it is, because it's apart of who you are.

I feel as though I have spent 8 years
Re writing the same character
Portraying the same role
Changing a suitable title
The endless idealist
Like the struggle of the activist
Against emotional crimes


DK
JUNE 2013

Why do i do this to myself?

I want you.
In silence i beg for your attention.
I just wanna be able to love you & treat you right.

You push me away.
Every chance you get.

I cry myself to sleep sometimes
Cause the feeling of unwantedness you bring to me drives me insane.

Why don't you reply?
Why don't you want me?

Your words say one thing
Your actions say another

Your hands create a beautiful story on my body.
Your lips makes the butterflies in my stomach go crazy.

In the morning you disappear...

I just want to love you like you deserve.

I want to tell you that you'll be okay.
That you'll bounce back right away.
That everything you're going through
is nothing new
you've seen and done it all before
nothing scares you anymore
you brushed off those scars and every bruise too
you don't need anything left to remind you.
You're tougher than that
you always pull through.
And I'll be right here
to make sure you do.
If there's anything you fear
and there may still be a few
darling, I'm always near
watching over you.



*s.mndi