Ami Shae

Ami Shae Dec 2015

Those messages you sent
to me in the dark of night
mean no more now
than they did
when we used to fight.
Just stay out of my life
and leave me alone!--
I don't want you anymore
and no, I won't come home--
I have no home
with you anymore
and I wish somehow
you'd just ignore
that we ever were a couple
for any length of time--
you hit me, you spat on me
you committed a crime
and NO, I will not take you back
and give you ONE MORE CHANCE
you see, I've already done that;
already danced that Dance--
and I don't need a repeat
of what I considered a living hell
so get the eff out of my life
and know this:
I do NOT wish you well!

Why is it the past keeps finding me? He blew his chance and I will not ever allow him back into my life, my heart. I still have a few scars to remind me. Nope. Not happening, dude. Leave me Alone!

#hell #dance #pain #hurt #hit #scars #violence #crime #domestic #buzzoff

Ami Shae Dec 2015

No Sleep For Me...

wandering and wondering
through this long
drawn out night,
my body screams
for sleep
my mind yearns
for peace
my heart aches
for love~~
wondering
aching
yearning
would that I could fly
away from here
to find eternal peace
perhaps to transition
into a most serene
and beautiful
mourning dove...

thank goodness I have the day off...now if I could just get some rest. Nightmares have jolted me awake
over and over again. I gave up
trying to sleep...

#love #heart #yearning #escape #insomnia #ache #nightmares #sleeplessness

Ami Shae Dec 2015

Night Intrusion

She woke up to an eery sight
seems that somehow during the night
a shadow (or something!) had crept into her room
and brought with it a giant box full of gloom
and though she tried hard to seal that huge box
it wouldn't close even with one of her best locks
and out spilled the gloom all over the freakin' place
and now she's wearing that **** gloom on her face...
but no, it didn't just stop there--
somehow it leached into her hair
and ran across her feet, her legs as well
and now she stands wondering, is she living in hell?

just one of those days, I guess...

#hell #sad #life #lock #night #***** #doom #gloom #spill

Ami Shae Dec 2015

Locksmith Anyone?

Love crept up on me
and knocked at my heart
and I tried hard
to open it --
but the key
broke off in the lock
and now
I helplessly watch
as love is swiftly
moving far
away
from me.

too bad he wasn't a locksmith. :(

#love #broken #heart #lock #key

Ami Shae Dec 2015

Life in Our World

Life it seems
can be full of hate
full of love
or full of dreams--
but no one has the right
to lash out,
to maim, to torture
or
to bring about pain
to any living creature--
be them man or beast
I'm learning that this world
(at the very least)
is home to us all
and that it's up to us
to make sure it doesn't break apart,
that it doesn't fall
into the oblivion of utter disrepair--
for should we lose this home (our world)
we'll all be dust particles
just floating aimlessly in the air...

a sad thought. I wish mankind, (all of us) would just stop hating, stop hurting others, stop destroying and causing disastrous catastrophes to this beautiful planet of ours. It's home to all creatures, all living things. Wish we could have some respect.

#love #life #hate #home #pain #world #fall #dreams #earth #oblivion