I held a match to the rose you gave me
but it wouldn't
*******
burn.

I tried so hard to leave you
but you wouldn't
let me
*go.

You called it a love bite
Like the word hickey would burn in your mouth
and strip away the taste of her still on your lips

You called it a love bite
Because hickey sounded like troubled teens
and stained sheets

You called it a love bite
Because her perfume still stuck to your shirt
and you didn't want to take it off

You called it a love bite
because you loved her
But you knew she called it a hickey
and nothing more.

Ive loved you
For two years and three months.
For 27 months.
For 118 weeks and one day.
For 827 days.
For 19, 848 hours.
For 1,190,880 minutes.
For 71,452,800 seconds.
Ive loved you
Since January 1, 2012.
Since I met you at the skatepark.
Since the day I gave you all of me.
Since the day that you actually made me feel wanted.
Since the day we had our very first kiss.
Ive loved you
With every fiber of my being.
With every inch,
With every corner of my heart.
With every warm touch to my body.
With every tear drop from my eye.
You dont want me
Youve left such an impact on me.
Youve changed my thoughts on love.
Youve changed me.
You still have all of me
Every ounce of my heart.
Every fiber of my being.
Im cold
I dont have a sincere smile.
I dont have a warm touch.
I dont have you.
And it has broken all of me

I finally got rid of my anxiety
Only to have it attack me
In my dreams

I'm so sorry.

For avoiding you,
Ignoring you.

Feeling jealous
When you talk to other girls.
Yet not bothering
To make the first move.

When I do,
I'm sorry
If I appear clingy.

I'm not good enough for you.

But I wonder,

Does all this matter to you?

Sorry, for disturbing you.

Your voice's like honey
Like acid flowing through me
And I
See in your eye
Still I crave to be abused
In the precious name of servitude
The numbing perfume in the air
Agonal soul ****** to spare

My earth, my sky, my sea
I made you everything to me
Feelings come alive inside
Souls combined to decide
Verses of my aching heart
For their time to leave a mark
My spirit sunk down
My lung started to frown

A bit curious I became
But everything stayed the same
For you I die
For you I cry
Without you I rather not live
Without you I won't forgive

Two hearts joined
In the fate of love
Two hearts break
In the wings of a dove
One heart still loves
Still hopes, still dreams
One heart hurts
Still shouts, still screams.