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Remy Aug 2014
Your jagged smile struck my heart,
Took sweet thoughts and turned them ****.
Your smoky brown eyes chilled me to the bone,
You took away my frigidity that made me alone.

You dug your virtue underneath my skin,
I tried to get away but the uprightness already leaked in.
It turned my soul new and rebuilt my mind,
Happiness and hope was soon all I could find.

Drown me in your sublime toxicity.
Drinking in your fresh authenticity.
Eeverything you do, truthfully
In a world full of lies you're the truth to me.

You're lips touched mine, such a bittersweet taste,
Covering my mouth in a toxic paste,
The poison rushed in, like rain from above,
*I was injected with a dose of murky love.
Remy Jun 2014
All around, the mourners gather.
My dread grows as an avenging sword falls against my heart.
It severs me, and darkly my essence drips to the thirsty earth.
In horror I call your name
While death's shadow hovers close
Now alone, my cry of mercy falls upon wailing eyes.

This is because of you
That I look upon Death with my own eyes.
Such vengeance you have over my broken body
This vessel no longer mine
I bear all to Death's wrath.
Remy Jun 2014
I've never known love,
Never been taken care of,
Never been held tight,
Never been told it will be alright.

But hey don't worry about me,
I'll be here, alone, free,
Free to cry my own tears,
Free to succumb to my fears.

One day you'll look back,
You'll wonder what happened
To the girl that went off track,

And I'll be sitting in my padded cell,
Laughing and screaming,
*Cursing you all to hell.
Remy Jun 2014
Dear Father,

You had me convinced
that I was simply
the misstep in a
carefully lain plan:

a variable in some
grand, cosmic equation
or just the marriage
of ***** and regret…

to you, I felt like
the sticky, black
afterthought at the edge
of an addiction.

You beat me to a
gangrenous tinge
or until the bruises turned
a darkly, black burn.

You rendered me broken, addled;
our “good times”,
became dusty , old yesteryear
I had read cover-to-cover;

memorized, then forgot them
in one quick, embittered glance.
And now, you've vanished, a feather
in a magician‘s cap:

a soluble secret
exposed to a single tear.
As always, I guess I’ll
just pretend to be your daughter,

…and you’ll pretend, in return, that
I was never born.


Your mistake.
I wrote this for my dad. He walked out on me and my mother when I was seven. Sometimes I almost forget his picture or how he looked like. He was a cop and I remember one day I grabbed his gun when he wasn't looking and he slapped me. That was the first and last time he ever hit me. He's not a bad person but he acts like one. I don't hate him, I never did. You know? When you get that feeling of loving someone but at the same time you dislike him for something bad that he did? Well, that's how I feel about my father. Everyone with a heart forgives... I forgave him.
Remy Jun 2014
I remember all  the things that we wanted
All the memories
That haunted
My Dreams.

Now I started my recovery

I recall  our fantasies of being  famous
I know I become so dismissive and careless
And no one would've guessed
I'm the one who made you feel blessed.

Yeah I started my recovery

And after all those days
Darling, you did walk away
Ignored all the questions I asked
Now our nights are dead and gone and passed.

In my recovery
I  sacrificed who I am, myself... And me.
In my recovery
I hoped I'd become
Who I'm suppose to be
In my recovery
I lost what I need
To break free

It's a long road up to recovery  
A long way back to the light
A long road up to recovery
A long way to making it right

**Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover...
Remy May 2014
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I'll  hold you when shadows **** your light.

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies
Where no one heart dies.

Come away with me and we'll kiss on a mountaintop
Come away with me
And my love for you will never stop.

Come with away with me
So I don't drown when I leave
Come away with me
And teach me gently on how to breathe.

And when you choose not to come
Hear me whispering:
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light

*You and I'll be safe and sound
Remy May 2014

Boy, I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky I'm coming home again.

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss.

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday.

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
Though the breezes, through the trees
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here, right now.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky you're coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky you're coming home someday.

So darling be home soon
I feel myself in bloom
Without you
My darling be home soon.
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